It's been a couple of months since Soonyoung had proposed to me, and of course I said yes.
Now I'm all stressed because we still have so much to do with the wedding only being three weeks away, and I haven't even sent out the invitations. Luckily I sent Soonyoung to send them out on his way home. Who knew that a wedding would be so nerve wracking?
Right now, I was looking at the different flowers my wedding planner had sent me. There was an abundance of options to choose from, how on Earth was I going to pick just one?
"I'm home!" Soonyoung calls out from the front door.
I happily go to greet him with a sweet kiss. "Have you sent the invitations out like I asked?" I ask eagerly. "Oh-crap. I forgot." He face palms himself. "Soonyoung." I sigh falling on the heels of my feet in disappointment. "You know that our wedding is in three weeks." I frown. "I'll do it after dinner and a shower, I'm exhausted from practice." He promises. "No, no, no, sir. You will simply drive to the post office and ask them to mail the invitations out before it's too late." "But-" "No buts, just do it. The post office isn't too far from here." "I don't get why you're being so pushy about this. They're just invitations." Soonyoung says out of irritation. "Yeah, invitations to our wedding." I put an emphasis on 'our'. "Why are you acting as if our wedding isn't important?" I ask beginning to raise my voice. "Because it isn't!" He yells shocking me.
I squeeze my eyes shut to take it all in. 'He didn't think our marriage was important. He didn't want to get married.' Was all I could think about.
"Well, then I guess there's no point in stressing about all this because there will no long be a wedding." I stomp upstairs, slamming the door before locking it shut. "Jagi! Wait." Soonyoung calls out trying to open the door, but there was no use.
By now, I let the tears fall out of my eyes, crashing onto the bed.
I curl up into a ball under the covers silencing my sobs with the blanket.
I cried and cried trying to figure out what I did wrong. Was I being annoying? Did I care too much about the wedding? Or was he beginning to fall out of love with me?
Just thinking of the last question made me cry harder. I was crying so hard that I could barely breathe.
I let out one last gasp until I fell asleep.
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I woke up to the sound of birds chirping outside my window. I let out a soft sigh. "I wonder what today brings." I frown a little remembering the events from last night.
Suddenly my stomach began to growl. I totally forgot that I had skipped dinner last night. "Don't worry tummy, I'll fill you up well." I patted my stomach laughing at myself. "I should think positively, and maybe today will be better." I tell myself.
I decided to go take a shower to freshen myself in hopes that Soonyoung wasn't home. He wasn't.
After I showered, I changed into...
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For breakfast, I decided to treat myself with some pancakes. "It's about time I take a break from cereal." I tell myself as I began to mix the ingredients.
I happily ate my breakfast once I successfully finished cooking the pancakes. It felt good to eat something new after so long.
Since I was still in a good mood, I decided to go take a walk. I quickly grabbed my wallet and keys before I headed out the door.
My walk began down the street until I ended up in a large park.
It was surrounded by a variety of tall green trees, there was also a playground for children, but the majority of the park was a field of green grass.
I went to go sat under one of the biggest trees that could grant me some shade.
I pull out my earbuds, and listen to music on my phone helping me to relax. I shut my eyes and leaned back against the stem of the tree, and before I knew it, I fell asleep.
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When I woke up, I was surround by only a tint of sunlight due to it being sunset already. "Had I really been sleeping for that long?" I ask myself.
I paused my music—keeping my earbuds in, and walked home.
I got home to a very worried Soonyoung. "Where have you been? I've been worrying all day!" He says eagerly, but I pretended that I was too caught up in the music that was 'blasting' threw my earbuds. "(Y/N), can we please talk about last night? I'm sorry." He pleads.
In stead of replying, I began to hum the tune of BTS' Am I Wrong.
"(Y/N)." He groans pulling the earbud out of my ear. "Oh, hey, Soonyoung! I didn't see you there. I'm just going to take a shower before I make dinner. No worries." I fake a smile before running up the stairs to take my second shower.
I was now in a fresh pair of pyjama's. I decided to make something simple for dinner since I didn't have much motivation to make an entire buffet.
"(Y/N)," he began carefully. "Can we please talk about last night?" "You know, you shouldn't be sneaking up on someone with a knife. Especially when they still aren't in their greatest mood." I explain. "Sorry." He mutters. "But can we please talk while you cook?" "What's there to talk about? I heard you loud and clear that you didn't want to get married anymore." I shrug. "But I didn't mean it." "That's not a very good explanation, Soonyoung." I roll my eyes since my back was towards him anyway. "Look, of course I wanted to marry you, I still do! I guess I was just exhausted after practice and eager to finally relax. I'm sorry for giving you such an attitude and taking you for granted. I should have just mailed the invitations when you asked me to. I'm sorry, jagiya." He frowns.
"I already mailed the invitations when you were gone, so you kind of have to marry me." "And what if I don't want to?" I ask. "Then it's my loss." He shrugs still frowning. "You disappoint me, Soonyoung." "W-" "I expected for you to say something like 'I'd persuade you into wanting to marrying me again, I'd prove to you how much I really love you', or something cheesy like that. But all I get is 'then it's my loss' what a disappointment, I expected more from you." I shake my head with a small smile. "Then how about this," he walks over to me and wraps his arm around my waist. "If you don't want to marry me, I won't let you go, even if you manage to get out of my grip and run away, I'd run after you."
He takes my hand and plays with the ring that was still on my finger. "So will you allow me to become your husband again?"
I turn around to face him. "What's in it for me?" "I'll help you finish planning the wedding, I'll tell you if there's something bothering so I won't blow up on you again, and I'll continue to love you, if you let me of course." "All is forgiven." I sigh with a light smile. "Really?" I nod my head, and Soonyoung places a chaste kiss on my lips. "I love you, and I'm sorry." "I love you, and I forgive you."
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Soonyoung indeed stuck to his words. If it weren't for his help, we wouldn't have finished planning two days later, and had a chance to pick out dresses and suits for the wedding with only two weeks left.
Now it was the day. Our wedding day. I was nervous, yet excited. "It's time." My father says to me.
We link arms before walking down the isle as a grand piano was being played.
This is it. I'm getting married, and it's to the person I want to be with for the rest of my life.
