Forgiveness

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OML IM SO SORRY THAT I DIDNT UPDATE LAST WEEK I WAS SO BUSY AND I STILL AM BUT IM MAKING THIS CHAPTER FOR YOU GUYS!!

By the way, thank you guys so much for 11 thousand reads on my other story and 7 thousand on this one! I'm so happy that I get to experience these milestones with you guys! Ok! Now for the story!

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Forgiveness seems to be your thing, readers... I wonder how long it will last? 

Y/N POV: I felt incredibly bad for Anti. All he wanted to do was have fun, in his own demented way... Anti was looking down, pissed at himself.

   "It's okay if you don't want to forgive me, I unders-" I ran up to him, burying my head in the crook of his neck. Anti was taken aback, but hugged me back after a few seconds.

   "It's okay, Anti... I forgive you." I felt a couple wet drops on my head. I looked up, seeing tears falling out of his eyes. I was about to let go, but Anti wrapped his arms around me tighter.

   "Please don't go... Most nights I hardly sleep without Dark... He's been gone a lot lately... I miss him." I was shocked, why wasn't Dark with him often? It was sad, heart breaking even.

   "Where does he go when you sleep?" I asked.

   "Hell if I know... He always comes back in new clothes, like he wanted to switch out of his old ones for a reason. I don't know if he goes out for murdering or what! He knows how much I hate hurting innocent people..." I wasn't about to bring up Jack now. Anti sighed, reading my thoughts like a book.

   "I'm sorry..." I mumbled, not wanting my thoughts to piss him off.

   "I know what I did to Jack was wrong, I just wanted to have some fun, and maybe even impress Dark into loving me again." Anti broke down into sobs, letting me go.

   "Anti, you know that Dark loves you no matter what you do. He fell in love with you for a reason, so don't change yourself because you think that you're not good enough. If he really doesn't love you for who you are, then fuck him! He doesn't deserve you then!" Anti wiped his eyes, nodding.

   "Yeah, you're right, Y/N! Thank you!" Anti grinned, grabbing my head and kissing my cheek. I blushed as he walked out of the room. I hope he didn't take that pep talk the wrong way...

Selena's POV: After Anti and Y/N left together, Mas and Sam walked off to their rooms, exhausted. I wanted to talk with Mas some more, but I respected his privacy, I'm not that desperate.

   "So... How do you think it'll be at school?" I asked Kim, worried about all of the stuff that I would have to catch up on if I still had to go to school. School wasn't my problem anymore, so I had to stop letting anxiety get in the way. She just shrugged, something obviously bugging her.

   "You okay?" I was curious. She sighed, a tear slipping down her face. "Woah, Kim?" She sniffed, more tears threatening to fall.

   "Remember the plan with Nalyd? (Pronounced Nah-leed)" I gasped, that's right! We were supposed to help Kim find the love of her life... I felt so bad.

   "Kim... I'm so sorry." Her head whipped towards me, she was angry now.

   "WHY DOES THIS EVEN CONCERN YOU?! YOU HAVE MAS! IT'S NOT LIKE MY PROBLEMS HAVE TO BE YOURS!" I jumped back a little bit, Kim wasn't a person to be mad at others, which is what surprised me.

   "Kim..." I started.

   "NO! You know what? Just leave me alone!" Kim stormed out of the room. I felt shocked.

   "Selena? Are you okay? You've been standing there for a few minutes." Fire asked me. I jumped in surprise, confused.

   "How long was I standing here?"

   "About five minutes after Kim left."

   "You heard all of that?" I asked, afraid that he would be pissed at how badly I handled the situation.

   "Yes... But it's not your fault that she got mad. She just wants some alone time and you should respect that." I nodded, trying not to let the tears fall. What have I done? She's upset because of me!

   "No she's not." Fire said matter-of-factly. I looked up quickly to see Fire smirking at me.

   "How did you...?" I started, but Fire kept smirking at me.

   "You forgot that all of the ipliers and septiceyes had mind reading powers?" My mouth formed an O as I realized.

   "Right... Sorry." I blushed, trying not to be embarrassed.

   "It's fine." Fire walked away. I needed someone to talk to.

   "Mas?" I asked, walking into his room. I know what I said earlier, reader, but I needed somebody.

   "Yeah, babe?" Mas had a groggy sounding morning voice. I blushed, trying to hide the giant blush on my cheeks. It obviously didn't work as Mas chuckled as I tried to hide it.

   "Sorry... You're just so cute when you're tired." I covered my mouth when I realized what I'd just said.

   "Haha, thanks... Now, what do you need?" His face went from smug to worried in about three seconds flat. I looked around quickly, trying to see if Sam was still in the room. He wasn't. It seemed that he left a little bit ago.

   "I'm worried about Kimberly." I got straight to the point.

   "Why?" Was all he asked.

   "She got mad at me for being worried about her. She was crying about Nalyd. Remember the plan that we made before we..." I didn't have to finish because Mas nodded at me.

   "Well now since we all live here together, she can't go and see him. I just wish there was another way..." Mas sat up, rubbing circles into my back, trying to comfort me. It worked a little bit as I melted into his touch.

   "There might be..." I looked up hopefully.

   "Really?"

   "Yes... But it would require breaking some rules and possibly getting into trouble." That was no problem for me, I couldn't care less.

   "Sure! What is it?" I lowered my voice as not to let anybody else hear me.

   "We could sneak out and bring Kim to Nalyd's house... She has gone over there a couple of times with you and Y/N, right?" I nodded. "Good! Then this time she could go and be with him there alone. But we could stay outside and protect them... It would have to be really well planned out. And maybe we could even get Y/N to help us." I nodded, thinking.

   "That's a good idea... But I don't know..."

("Ah what the heck? Let's do it!" OR "There's gotta be a better way to go about this...")

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