* Chapter two *
The songs I used for this chapter:
- You found me - The fray
- Summer love - One Direction
- Paradise - Coldplay
- The Monster - Eminem ft. Rihanna
I woke up screaming the shit out of my bed at the orphanage.
Every single night is the same... I keep having this nightmare. Or we are in the god damn car or I'm in the stupid hospital and the nurse is telling me that my parents died. I'm so sick of it!
Sometimes I wish I didn't need to sleep...
"Are you ok, sweetie? " I hear Thomas voice next to me
"Yeah... I'm fine, I guess :$ Don't worry " I forced a smile, but it didn't work. He knows me to well.
So yeah, I think I forgot to tell you..
My name is Emily Jane Miller, I'm 16 (I'm in this awful orphanage since I was 12) I hate living here.
I'm medium high, blonde, thin, I've got blue/green/gray eyes or some mix like that.
I am a little shy but when I know someone well, I usually open up, but just a little bit.
I was born in Windsor and moved to London when I was 2 years old, so as you probably already figured out, I've got a big British accent, and I couldn't love it more!
I'm a normal teenager (define normal :$) and I'm stubborn as hell!
I have two best friends. Thomas Smith and Melanie Gray.
Thomas is 17. He's tall, blonde, he has blue eyes and he's the sweetest guy I know. Well I don't know many boys either...
Melanie is 16. she's medium high, thin, blue eyes, beautiful straight brown hair, adorable little freckles and she's so cute :3 Melanie is definitely the most gorgeous brunette in the world! I don't know every girls on the earth... but still, she's probably the most beautiful girl at least in this district.
We are in separate rooms which it sucks because my dear roommate (Greta) is a total bitch.
Back to my terrible life:
"Do your bed, young lady!" Sister Maud warned me from the other side of the dor. Oh god how I hate that nun.
"Is she gone?" I whispered.
"Yeah. coast is clear xP " Thomas said.
"Thank god! I barely woke up and she is already annoying me xP"
"Like always" He added.
Thomas helped me making my bed, we had breakfast, classes and then the 3 of us whent to Melanie's room.
"What's wrong?" Melanie asked me softly
"I miss being out... when was the last time we have been in the shopping? In the cinema? In the beach? Or in a simple garden outside of this gates?" I asked her
"Erm... :$ I guess you're right. " She agreed with me
"What if we ask sister Abigail to go out? " Thomas suggested
"Good idea! I'll go ask her. Meet you two down stairs" Melanie informed us
"Sure honey :) see you in a minute" I replied
After some talk we met Melanie.
"Can we go, Melanie?" I asked her
"Hell yeah girl! " she smiled
"Are you coming Thomas? " I turned my attention to him
"Sorry, I can't. I promise that I would play with little Justin today. Be careful! Love you booth." He smiled to us
Outch this reminds me of something... "love you both..." that's what I said minutes before my parents died 4 years ago.
Finally out side we went to a garden and sited on a bench.
"Emily! Earth calls Emily!" She waves her hand in front of my face
"Hum? Sorry I was on the moon..." I apologized
"You've been like this all day! What's the matter with you, cute little pumpkin? " She gently asked me
"It's just... I feel like... I feel like I've lost most of my life! I've never lived anything, you know??
It's... so god damn frustrating!
I never took a cab by myself! I don't know how's life outside of those gates!
I didn't even went to my parents funeral! I didn't say goodbye...
I wanna discover the world! I wanna take risks, go to parties... I need a normal life!
I need that as much as I need to breed!
And I..." I cut myself from finishing the sentence
"You what?? " She looks at me worried
"I know it's not a good idea but... I've been thinking really hard about... escaping." I said to Melanie, my voice shaking.
"Emily I... I really don't know what to say. You caught me of guard :0
I know what you are feeling and all but...
Where will you live? How are going to eat? No money, no house, no job... you're 16!" She said trying to stay call. she's a bit choked... well, me too so :S
"I know, I know! But sooner or later I'll get of there out of that orphanage, more 2 years and I'll 18, so why shouldn't I run away before that? I hate living there, I hate my roommate... I'm miserable in that orphanage! I've only got you and Thomas! You two are my family and I love you but... I... I "
"Hey I understand. I love you too Em but if you want to get out of there, you have my support." She assures me
"Thanks Mel " I hugged her
"Any time honey. Now, lets enjoy our moment of freedom and we'll discuss this later with Thomas ok?" She asked
"Sure" I smiled at her and we went to Starbucks
*A.N.*
Hey hey! So here it is chapter 2! I'll try to update two in two days before school starts ok?
Comment if you are reading this fic :)
Please vote!
By the way, Thomas is Alex Pettyfer. He's gorgeous :9
Big thank you for my friend Fabiana :) she helped me with great ideas for this chapter! And for my sweet unicorn lalalaraland and Carol <3
Stay strong
Stay beautiful
Lots of love
Cláudia
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