Shut it down ( Urban )

raining

"Thank you miss Backmore, A plus !" My English teacher said after handing me my paper.

"Thank you" I replied. The paper was a five page essay on some long ass book .

The bell rung and people slowly gathered their stuff leaving the classroom. Being me I waited till everybody cleared the doorway, I don't like crowds. I started to walk out the door until Mr.Brown, the English teacher called my name. I slowly turned my heels looking at him.

"Yes ?" I said still standing at the door. He motioned me to come to him and I did .

"You know , your something little Darnesha" He seductively said touching me. I yanked away looking at him in disqust and fear.

"Your sick !" I yelled before running out the room & out the buliding off campus. I ran to my regular bus stop sitting on the bench.

Tears piled up in my eyes. That reminded me of when I was almost ganged raped last year.

Flashback:

I walked along the dark street filled with a few crackheads and pimps . I continued to walk until 4 negros jumped out infront of me surrounding me.

"Where you going little Darneha ?" One of them said. I didn't say anything.

"He asked you a question bitch" Another one said before pulling me by my hair. I whined in pain

"Oh look she's scared, lets see how scared you look with my dick in yo ass" Another one said then picked me up over his shoulder.

I started yelling & crying help. Nobody was listening . He threw me on the side of a trash can. The others watched and looked for cops.

"Stop ! Leave me alone !" I screamed with tears running down my face.

"Shut up bitch and get this dick !" He whispered before slapping me across my face.

He started pulling at my pants but I kept kicking & slapping his hands. He manged to hold me down & rip my pants off.

"Please stooop !" I cried harder wanting him to stop. He just laughed & ripped my underwear off .

He started to un-buckle his pants until two head lights came zooming into the alley. The boys ran leaving me their half naked In the almost frezzing cold. The car stopped infront of me and Tony came around to me.

"Oh my god, Darnesha are you okay ?" He started touching my brusied face. I cried more.

He picked me up & put me in his car . He drove me to the neareat hospital & I was put to sleep.

Flashback over.

I never want to experience that ever again. I still have the cut under my thigh from him throwing me on a pile of glass. I wiped my tears as the 3:00 bus pulled up. I payed my way & sat far in the back .

20 minutes later I arrived at my stop. I quickly proceeded off the bus onto the sidewalk. I walked a few feet until I reached the inside of the cemetery. I walked all the way over to her little grave sitting on my knees .

"Hey mamas princess" I said touching her stone plate. A few tears dropped from my eyes.

"Mommy loves you and always will.... your my light, my soul and guidence. I love you Ziona, please watch over mommy" I continued with a few more tears.

I stayed for a couple hours until it started to sprinkle. I caught the 7:30 bus home. Its still a little light outside so no thugs are out, just a few prostitues & pimps and crackheads. I started to walk down the street with my head down low and my hood over my head. The rain got heavy & the wind picked up. I started running until I tripped over a huge rock. My knee smashed into the ground along with my face. I tried to regain my posture but my knee wouldnt let me. Tears rolled down my cheeks as I kept trying to get up but failed. I watched as the few cars sped down the street but one stopped and a dude came out .

"You alright ? c'mon I dont want you getting sick" He said walking up to me. He is the sexy dude from lastweek. He tried picking me up but I forced away.

"C'mon ma, your bleeding" He said before reaching for me again. I looked down at my knee to see blood running down my leg. He picked me up bridal style and took me to the car. He put me in then got in.

"Wh-re are you tak-ing me ?" I asked still in pain as he drove off, tears still ran down my face. My knee hurts like hell.

"My house, your knee is messed up" He didnt look at me, he kept his eyes on the rode.

Half of me wanted to jump out the car but the other half didnt. One half trusted him and plus my knee is fucked. I wouldnt make it no where if I tried. I noticed a small pink carseat in the backseat along with a couple toys. He caught me looking so I looked away. We pulled up to this big house, damn. He got me out the car & jogged me into th house. He sat me on the couch as I adored his house.

Usually guys do not clean or anything but him ? His housse is CLEAN, just a few dolls and other toys. Alot of read & white though. Pictures of him and the little girl hung around the walls. He came jogging down the steps with a towel & kit.

"Dang lil girl, you mustve fell hard" He said before wipeing my nose which I didnt know was bleeding. He cleaned my leg & wrapped it up. I Was in a gaze until he put a phone to my face.

"Lil girl, you got a mama or somebody to come pick you up ?" He continued putting the phone infront of me. I shook my head no."well, anybody else ? your too young to be out here alone" he contnued.

"I'm not a little girl" I said queitly folding my arms.

"How old are you then ?"

"I'm twenty-three" I whispered in fear almost .

"Twenty-three ? you lien, here call-" he got cut off by a guy walking from the kitchen holding the little girl from last week.

"Damn bro, I ain't know you was going R.Kelly on my ass" the negro said walking next to the other guy.

"Quit playing bra, this a lil girl"

"And she dusty as hell, get her out of here"the other guy said.

Hurtful.

"I'm not a little girl" I pulled out my state Id. The other guy snatched it out my hand then handed it to the pretty boy. I watched as their eyes widened.

"Hold on, stand up" the other guy said pulling me up to my feet. He examined my body.

"Your cury but dusty shawty" he continued. A tear slide down my face.

"I-I'll ju-st go" I studdered trying to limp to the door but failed. Great

I flopped back on the couch and buried my face into my hands. I started crying, I just wanna go home . I can't deal with his brothers insults, my pride is already messed up.

"C'mon ma don't cry, he was just playing" I heard the pretty boy say. I just cried more.

They left out the room after coming to a realization that I wasn't bushing. I eventually cried myself to sleep. Hours later I woke up in a bed. My clothes were still on & everything. Everything was dark with only the sound of the rain still pouring.

"Fuck baby ! ooo shit" a high pitched girls voice jumped into my ears .

My heart soaked. I would never be pleased like that ever again. Nobody will ever love me or understand me