Shut it down ( Urban )

Shows it all

Please please please ...

Please please please .....

I opened my eyes slowly, staring at the ceiling. Did that really happen ?! Or was it just a dream. What if it just was a dream, what if he heard me moaning his name in my dream ?! Did I really like it that much ? Did we really kiss ?! DID WE HAVE SEX ?!

I looked down and I had a big shirt on. Did I go to sleep in this ?!

He wasn't laying next to me, none of his stuff was on the floor either. The room was quiet, the house was too. Remy wasn't even slightly knocking on my door with her little fist.

Ok, so It was a dream. Good

I got up and felt a slight pain between my legs, damn was the dream that good ?!

I slipped on my house shoes, walking out my room down the stairs. Nobody was here. I went outside and sat on the porch. Cars flew up and down the street.

"Hey Rain" I answered my phone.

"Hey girl, what you doing ?" Rainesha said through the phone.

"Nothing, just woke up. Why ?"

"What's wrong ? And shit, Marteese was over here a few minutes ago. "

"Why ?"

"I don't know, he just came over with Remy. He stayed for a couple hours then he left, he's probably on the way back to yall house."

"Did he say anything about something ?"

"Something about what ?" She laughed a little. "What happen ?"

"Nothing, nothing. Just asking"

"Something happened between yall ?"

"No"

"You sure ?"

"Yea... I'm sure"

" okay girl, I'll talk to you later I gotta go to work. "

"Okay bye"

"Bye"

I sighed as I hung up. Apart of me wishes the dream was true, well real. It made me feel a way, I felt as if he actually loved me. Like he was making love to me. But how dumb do I sound ? He doesn't love me that much.

But I'm forever pushing him away, I want him but I know he's too much for me to handle. I can't handle love, I don't know how to love.

I walked back in the house, quickly taking w shower and getting dressed. I threw on leggings and a tank top, with my pumas Martesse bought weeks ago. I never wore them. I let my curly hair flow and grabbed the keys.

Just as I was walking out the door Martesse came pulling up in the driveway.

Damnit !

I was so close to turning around and going back into the house.

Just ignore him ..

He quickly started to get out the car, I thought he was getting Remy out but it was just his bag. She's probably over mama Josie's house.

I didn't say anything, I kept walking.

"Damn, you can't speak ?" He blurted as I walked past the front of his car.

I slightly waved, not looking at him.

"Where you going ?" He closed his door walking to my car.

I still didn't say anything. I was unlocking my door when he grabbed my hands,  turning me around towards him.

"Why you ignoring me ? Wsp"

"Nothing, I'm tired"

"You tired ? Lemme fix it then baby". He smirked licking his lips. He let my hands go sliding his hands on my waists.

"Stop Martesse" I tried to move his hand.

"Stop ?" He smirked.

He spreaded my legs with one hand, slightly rubbing his hand against my vagina. My heart raced.

"Stop Martesse" I gritted my teeth.

"Stop ?"

He licked my neck, slightly sucking on it. He rubbed his hands up and down against my clit.

My eyes slightly rolled back and my back weakened. NO !

"Get off me Martesse" I gritted my teeth. I slightly pushed him back

"Why you being like that ? You acting brand new now ma ?"

"Brand new to what ?"

"You wasn't saying stop lastnight ma, so why you tripping with me"

My heart dropped. It happened, it actually happened.

I just stared at him. "Nothing happened. " I blurted

"Nothing happened ? Your neck says other wise, my back does too"

He smirked and looked me up and down before walking towards the house then disappearing inside.

I quickly got in my truck speeding off. He was right, my neck showed it all. And my body felt it all.

I wanted more.
But no, your gonna fall Inlove with him

... But I'm already Inlove with him.