Soar

Two

    Yep I have a horrible life. Its so messed up. And I'm the only one that knows. Again I haven't told anyone for fear that they might take me away. Every day I'm terrified. Terrified of life itself. What if I get hurt? There is nobody to pay my medical bills. Let alone take me to the hospital. I fear that I won't be able to thrive on those disgusting cafeteria leftovers for much longer. I fear every little thing now. I wish that there was someone here that cared for me. I'm sure that if I dug a hole -if I even had the strength- that I could sit and die in it and nobody would notice I'm gone.

     I wish I could have real friends that could help me but instead I'm a nobody. At this point I was done. Done with everything. I decided not to go to school the next day. There was nobody to notice anyway. But staying home meant no food for the day. I guess that's a sacrifice I'm willing to make. I tried to sleep in but all of the thoughts going through my mind kept me awake all night. I wanted to end them all. End them immediately. I got out of bed and got into decent clothes. I left the apartment and took the stairs up. Up to the roof of the building. It wasn't very high up three stories, maybe only two. I was on the edge looking down. Crying away my thoughts. I saw someone standing there on the ground looking up it was my father, or rather my mothers boyfriend. He was shouting to me. "FINLEY DON'T DO IT!" I didn't think that he cared about me but apparently I was wrong. I cried out my last tears and took the step off of the edge. I was falling. At least I thought that I was. I soared up. Something had grown on my back! Wings! There was a pair of beautiful wings

A/n there hasn't been much time for me to write. I'll try to update more but no promises.