Soar

Three

I didn't know what had just happened. Wings? Was I an Angel? If anything I thought that I would have gone to hell, if it even existed. All of the comments have made me sorta atheist. What do I do now? Can people see me? So many questions were rushing through my mind. My feet hit the ground with a gentle thump. I was in shock. Nothing seemed to be the same. Then I saw my mothers boyfriend. He was staring. No not at me...or so I thought. I looked at what he was staring at. There it was. My lifeless body face to the dirt. I expected that I looked better, not the scrawny, dirty, weak teen that I saw. My mother was running down the street. The look on her face was complete terror. Her boyfriend was crying silent tears. She stopped for a second and looked. She rushed to my body's side and started to bawl her eyes out. "What have I done! This is all my fault! I was never there for him!" But I didn't think it was all her fault. Yes she had some impact on my decisions but she wasn't all of it. I walked over to her and put my hand on her shoulder. She looked at me. Could she see me? "Finley?" She asked. "Mom" I replied grasping her in a tight hug. "Why did you do this?". I didn't have a specific reason. I guess I just told her the easiest thing. "I'm gay." I said crying. "Honey, I had no idea. I...I...I don't know what to say." I thought her reaction would have been utter hatred, but she seemed concerned but cool with it. "Mom I want to come back..." I was really regretting the jump. "If you can Finn, I'll accept you."