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thanks for the massive amount of support with this story, that's rad. i'm gonna try and make this chapter at least 2,500 words, so it might be a little late.

q: fav camren story currently? (pls answer)
a: weak by txrches // LJ10 by moviegeek120

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Camila's POV

After Dinah decided to go back into deep sleep for thirty minutes, she finally woke back up. She rose up slowly, and stretched while yawning. My eyes widened while we made eye contact.

"Morning, sleepy beauty." I tried to cover my trembling voice with a smile.

"What's wrong?" Dinah immediately noticed.

"Nothing." I looked away as I stood up. "Do you want some coffee yet?"

"What's wrong?" Dinah said more seriously. I ignored her question and walked into the kitchen. I was somewhat startled when I felt the taller girl's hand on my wrist. I hadn't even heard her get up off the couch so when I saw her standing behind me I jumped a bit.

"Nothing, Dinah." I said more firmly than I was meaning to. I pulled my arm away quickly.

"Camila, tell me what's wrong. You do this every time you're upset you do the same thing, but you know I know how to get the answers out of you." She tried to smile. I knew she knew how to get the answers, that's what I was afraid of.

"Maybe..." I started; taking the snapback I had been wearing off and running a hand through my hair anxiously. "I was thinking after this tour, and the tour with Shawn.. Maybe I can rejoin the Clique? I just need a break is all. I don't want this..or our group to be over so quickly."

Dinah sighed and looked up at me, "Mila...Didn't you know?"

I looked away and started fiddling with my hands, "Know what?"

"Caspar was supposed to tell you.. After this tour, we're ending the Clique."

My jaw dropped, as did my heart. I didn't know what to do. It was my fault, and I knew that, but I never expected this to happen. "Why?!"

"We can't do it without you, Camila. That just doesn't make sense, you know that. Shawn's tour is like almost a year long, not even including the shows he's already down, C. We won't last that long without you even if we tried."

"Yes you could, DJ! Why am I so important to this, huh?"

"We're not doing it dammit!" Dinah went to turn away and leave. "You're not the only one who gets upset, Camila. Sometimes we hurt too, but you're never there for us because you're too busy with Shawn. This was our dream too, but right now you're only thinking of yourself. Drive yourself to the arena tonight, because I'm not going to."

She walked out and slammed the door. Had I been being a bad friend? I didn't think I was, but now that I look back at it I never really was there for Dinah. Or the other members. This wasn't the first time Dinah and I had gotten into a fight, but this was definitely worse than the other times. She had never stormed out on me like that. I don't know what I'll do during tour if she can't forgive me.

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I've been checking my phone for hours, but now it's finally time to leave and drive to the arena. I'm nervous to face Dinah, but happy to start getting ready. I'm still nervous, but not as much fortunately.

I had my bag all packed and a few snacks hidden away. I always brought some snacks on tour because Eva packed the tour bus full of healthy junk, so I had to bring a little something. I got into my maroon car and started driving. I turned the radio on, and instantly started jamming out to my CD still playing. It was Vessel by Twenty-one Pilots. I skipped to track number 10 - Guns For Hands and sang my heart out while driving the twelve minute drive.