A Crazy Thing Called Love (Phan/KickTheStickz)

Chapter 1 Pt 2

::Phil's intro::

Hi, I'm Philip Lester, but you can call me Phil. I had a sort of normal life, growing up. My parents both adored me and loved me, but my dad died when I was 11. It was tough, my mum had a breakdown, but me and my brother helped her through it. And my amazing family all excepted me when I came out as bisexual.

I have a great life now, living with my bestest friend in the whole world, Dan. I have a wonderful girlfriend, named Carrie, who always forfills my needs. I have two other, great friends, PJ and Chris, I have known them longer than I have known Dan, but when I met Dan... we just, I don't know, clicked. I have a job, where I make videos for Youtube, I convinced Dan to start a channel as well, he ended up getting more subscribers than me, not that I minded, he deserved them, he's hilarious! PJ, Chris and Carrie aslo have youtube channel, and me, Dan, Peej and Chris have become known as the 'Fantastic Foursome'. Then came 'shipping'... me and Dan's fans started shipping us together. People have asked on countless occasions if me and Dan were dating, and on countless occasions, we have said no. But everytime we denied us, I could see something, in Dan's eyes. I don't quite know what, though.

Usually, I could tell Dan's emotions, as soon as he felt them. I know Dan better than anyone else knows him, and I know him more than I know anyone else, even my girlfriend, my mother, my brother... everyone.

Heck, I even know about his terrifying addiction of slicing his wrists, no one told me, I just noticed the scars. There is one thing that I don't know about him though.... I don't know why. I don't understand why someone would do that, especially Dan. Dan tells me everything... and I mean, everything. He even told me how he finds it really awkward and disturbing when me and Carrie... do stuff... I was the first one he told he was gay, apart from his parents, yes, he told me about that as well. Obviously, I didn't confront him about him cutting... it might be sensitive. I just want him to tell me... I thought we could tell eachother anything... obviously, I was wrong.

But, I do respect his privacy, he can tell me when he feels the time is right.

Carrie, where do I start?! She's beautiful, kind, loving, caring, cute... everything I want in a girl... and in a boy.

There is one thing though, she doesn't seem to like Dan and Dan doesn't like her. Every time Carrie comes home with me, and we see Dan with his mac, he takes one look at us, shakes his head and leaves to go to his bedroom, taking his mac with him.

This is a problem for me. If they don't start to get along soon, I will have to stop seeing one of them... and I know who I will leave if it continues, because what me and the other person have, is too special to just throw away.

If this continues, I will leave

Carrie.

I just simply cannot leave Dan, it's humanly impossible for me. He has been there for me, when others weren't. He knows all my flaws, and I know all of his, yet, he seems to have so little, and, personally,

I wouldn't call anything about him a 'flaw'.