I'm sorry [Kendall Jenner]

5: This is not home

5.

"I'll talk to you as soon as the plane lands" I said anxiously through the phone

"Ok baby, have a safe flight, I love you" Kendall's voice sounded so worried

"Me more" I whispered smiling and hung up

I was so afraid of seeing them, the last time had been so disastrous, they had been so mean to me and I just couldn't forget it.

Tourist class wasn't so bad, I was seating in the window seat looking at the clouds when a voice shook me out of my thoughts.

"Valentina?" she said, I turned around slowly trying to recognize the voice

"Hi" I smiled not knowing who she was

"You don't recognize me, do you?" she looked a little bit offended

"Melissa?" something clicked inside me

"Thank God you recognize me, it would've been so awkward" he laughed

Melissa was a year older than me, her sister Allie had tormented me through all middle school, but Mel was nice, she was nothing like her sister.

"You've changed so much!" she said referring to my really short hair "Are you traveling alone?" she asked curiously

"Yes, I am" I half smiled wishing Kendall was there "you?"

"My husband and my daughter are like 6 seats back" she was married, great.

"Husband and daughter, we sound so grown up" I smiled, kids were never part of my life plan.

"But are we?" she laughed

"I really hope not" and after a few words the captain announced we were almost landing so she got back to her family.

The plane landed and I got through all the checks, I just had a bag and that was it, when I was packing I mentally convinced myself I was doing all this just for the weekend, Em would get married on Saturday, we'll spent Sunday together and Monday morning when they left to Costa Rica for their honey moon I would go back to LA to my soon to be fiancée.

Em was waiting for me as soon as I exited the tiny airport, Carlos was there too.

"Valentina!" she hugged me "Niña, you've changed so much!"

"Hi Emilia" I hugged her, she was my best friend, my person. "I've missed you so much" I whispered trying not to sound weak

She let me go, and I smiled to Carlos "Hi new brother"

"Sister" he smiled "Welcome home"

But this wasn't home anymore; home was back there with her

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"Guys, congratulations" I said from the back seat of the car

"Thank you Val" Carlos smiled looking at me through the review mirror

I was so scared to go home, in fact I was terrified to see my parents and the rest f the family. Not only because I disappeared for 3 years, because I had changed so much but physically and internally.

"I like the hair" Em said

"Thanks" I said, this was the only Kendall knew, she never saw me with my long brown hair.

"Why did you decided to change it?" She pushed

"I needed a fresh start and I was a model for a girl who started her salon, after my first change she became famous so she thanked me by giving me free maintenance for life" that was the truth