One Shots

Doubting Love

Crystal

                        Spencer was at work, meaning I could sneak in and see what he got me for birthday. He said it was a secret and my curiosity was slowly killing me. I parked my car infront of our apartment building, hurrying to get inside. I go to put my key in, but it was unlocked for some reason. Spencer never leaves the door unlocked. Especially, since I left before him to go to my classes. I go in and close the door, I hear people taking in our room. I walk through the long hallway to get there, I stood in front of the door ears dropping on the other side. I hear Spencer and a feminine voice talk.

           

                       "Do you know when she is arriving back?" The feminine voice asked.

                            "She's supposed to return at three," he answered.

                       "She sounds like a burden," the voice commented.

                           "No, she isn't, without her I would never have gotten my shit togther    

                      "Wow, you're whipped," the voice muttered.

                      Before thinking twice about what I'm doing, I see myself in our room with a shocked Spencer and terrified female. I didn’t think this through well, I didn't know what to say now.

                       It looked like Spencer was only in his jeans, while the girl was laying her back on the head board with the duvet up o her chest. She looked like she was topless, maybe bottomless. Spencer just stared, no word was being uttered in then room, and the tension could be cut with a knife.

                     I swallowed harshly,"Spencer what is?"

                     "It's not what it looks like, I swear," he said breathless.

                     "Really, then what does it look like then?" I asked raising my left eyebrow.

                    "Well…. Uh um…. Well she was-" I interrupted him.

                    "I think we should see other people," I say.

                    "What? No we don't need to, we'll-" I interrupted again.

                    "Look we're through, I'm going to move out by the end of the week, okay-" I'm interrupted as he grabs my my hand, locking it between his. I look at him to see his panicked eyes.

                   "No! No! We can go through this, okay we'll go through this, we'll go to counseling, I'll do it for you!" He says panicking.

         
                  "No! Let go of my hand!" I hiss, I get my hand out of his lock, I step back while shaking. Any love or sympathy, just melted away and anger replaced it.

                 "Please, please, please I swear I'll fix myslef!" He's in hysterics, as he manages to hold my hand again.

                 "No let me go! I've had enough!" I snatch my hand back from him. Storming to the apartment's door, I open it and basically ran out of there. I didn't bother riding the elevator basically running down the stairs. I head directly to my car, quickly getting in. I start up the car pressing the gas pedal, fueling the engine. The car starts to move and I don't hesitate to get of the building's parking lot. As I'm driving, my phone starts to ring. Spencer's face pops up, meaning he was calling me. I put my phone on silent mode, I didn't want to bother with replying to him. I continue driving till I reach my own apartment. I go inside, and lock the door behind me, put the keys in the bowl. I head off to the kitchen, checking the fridge for food but sadly none. I decide on pizza for the night, too lazy to cook something for myself. As I dialed the number, I thought about today. I shouldn't be surprised that he did this, look at me.