The Styles' Life

5.| #Jaward and Styles' Departure

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Janelle's POV

Three words.

Oh. My. Gosh.

Edward just kissed me. And I thought he didn't feel the same way. I can't believe he's my first kiss.

"Aww Janny, you look so adorable." he said after he pulled away.

Honestly I was sort of speechless and I know blushing. I feel my heart racing after this kiss, it just felt so right.

"I'll stop so your head doesn't explode love. Goodnight." he left me with a peck on my forehead.

My heart is screaming 'don't leave'. I don't want him to leave I want to keep talking to him.

"Please don't leave Edward" I whisper.

I stand up and walk towards him.

He turns around looking into my eyes. Have I ever mentioned how much I love his beautiful emerald green eyes, I just could get lost in them.

"Okay, Janny" he grabs my hand and we start walking towards my bed and I know what you're thinking so stop thinking wrong we're just kids okay.

We're both laying down wrapped in each other's arms.

"So did you mean what you said" he speaks up and I knew what he meant but I still don't answer.

"Like you know that you like me and that I mean everything to you." he continues

"Yes, Eddie I did mean what I said. I've honestly had the biggest crush on you since the day we met" I look up to him.

"Really?" he asks

"Yup" i said making the 'p' pop.

"Well, to tell you the truth I also had, I mean have because I still do have a big crush on you" he says.

Wow he actually feels the same way.

"I was too scared to tell you though because I was afraid it wasn't mutual and that you wouldn't want to be my friend anymore." he continued.

"Edward?" I ask

"Yes love?" He looks in to my eyes

"What does this mean?" Pointing at each other.

"What do you mean Janny?" he replied.

"I mean, are we just going to be just friends or something... more?" Edward then got off the bed and kneeled in front of me and said.

"Janelle, will you be my girlfriend?" I nodded my head numerous times and said.

"Yes I will Eddie." I'll admit, we were acting like he just proposed to me, even though he basically did. We're acting like teenagers.

He got up kissed me on the cheek and hugged me. "Do you realize how happy you made me?" he said

"How much?"I say looking up to him

"I feel like I'm on top of the world" I smiled in complete adoration.

My smile fades away of the thought of what am I going tell my parents because I'm not allowed to have a boyfriend till I'm older. And what also is bothering me is that my Edward has to get separated from his siblings. I started to get kind of teary eyed thinking about it. Poor Edward, he doesn't deserve this, they don't deserve it.

"What's wrong love?" he looked me worried.

"Um I-its just that I realized som-somthing" my voice broke.

"Tell me Janelle what is it?" he cupped my face and whipped my tears away.

"I-I'm not a-allow-wed t-to b-be in a r-r-relationship 'til I'm a bit o-older" I managed to spit out.

"Love, don't worry we'll find a way, we could keep it a secret for awhile if you want" he said.

"I know b-but it's not j-just that" I said

Edward furrows his eyebrows in confusion "What else love?"

"Well its about what's going to happen between you and your brothers and sister it really breaks my heart that you guys are going to be separated for awhile, its just so unfair." I sob

"You know what, to be honest it really does hurt me to send them away but, I have to I don't want my mother to try to hurt them again" he said

"I think if you were there, I swear you should've seen her, after she got off the phone she looked at us with hate like if it was our fault tha-" his voice broke.

"that my dad died. When I heard what happened to my dad I felt kind of lost because he was the only parent that cared about me. He understood me. I miss him, Janny. But you know what I know he's up there in paradise looking over me" he says It somewhat comforted me and broke all at depressingly once.

"I'm sure he wishes he can make Anne stop punishing you for something you weren't at fault of." I explained Edward sighed.

"I feel as if he's slightly disappointed in my mum of how she's handling his death, she's probably getting drunk right now and cursing my exsistence." He chuckled humorlessly. I looked out at the window to see the sun rising and a red van outside.

"I think its your aunt outside." He looked out and sighed.

"I gotta go wake 'em up." Heading towards the door.

"I'll go with you." I said

"Gemz, Haz, Marc get up Auntie Johanna is outside waiting for you c'mon get up don't make me carry you" He said in a soft voice.

His siblings stirred and woke up to look at Edward and I with sad eyes and pouting faces. It was hard to tell which one would miss us more.

"I'm sorry guys but it's the only way to keep you guys safe." He explains.

"Ok Edward" they said in unison. They got up and changed and headed towards the door and said their final salutations to us, and their greetings to their aunt.

"I gotta go to my house Janny, bye!" I watched solemnly as he left to his house.

Oh how I wish it hadn't turned out like this for him.

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