The Words I Never Said

Words I Never Said Count: 240

what do you do when loving someone suddenly makes you a bad person? when your not supposed to love someone but you do? what do you do hmm? do you swallow your feelings and look the other way? do you choke down the tears and force a smile on your pretty little face? do you drown out all the words he told you and remind yourself that he only meant them to you as friends? do you run back to the one you call yours when late at night you think of another? do you allow the pain and tears to come out in the shower when no one can hear?do you pay more attention to the feelings of others than your own? when do you realize that you need to think of your own happiness first? when? are you a cheater for thinking of another when your in the arms of another? are you a cheater if your not happy and you know it? are you selfish? are you what all the sad break up  love songs make you out to be? hm?  darling why do i feel like im at home by just texting one person yet when im with the one thats mine it kills me to the core for so many different reasons?  what d you do when loving someone suddenly makes you a bad person? somebody clarify for me because it seems like im stuck...