Cigarettes and Sunsets (JohnnyXPonyboy Oneshots)

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Ponyboy's Point of View

It's been a long day. Now that I'm a Sophomore, homework and responsibilities have been pilling up. I got my math test back today and didn't do as well as I'd hoped to. Makes sense considering how damn stupid I am. I'm just scared now about telling Darry.

I decided to prolong the encounter by going to the lot, in the back of my head I'm just wishing Johnny's going to be there but I'd be okay being by myself too.

Sure enough, I spot his jean jacket and cigarette smoke as I get closer, a smile unconsciously creeping onto my face.

"Hey Johnny, how are you man?" I said patting him on the shoulder as I walked up beside him.

"Oh uh, hey Ponyboy." he said quietly, I then noticed his examining a small cut on his hand.

"What happened? You okay?" I grabbed his hand and looked it over. The cut wasn't deep but seemed to be caused by paper, I looked on the ground to see an old copy of Gone With the Wind.

"It's nothing don't worry Pony, just a paper cut." Johnny and I had very recently started dating. I kind of blurt it out when I was half asleep on thursday night. we hadn't really kissed or anything before but I remember what my mom always used to do when I would get hurt.

I leaned down a slowly placed a kiss on Johnny's hand, feeling him jump a little at my touch.

"W-what was that for?" he said smiling and blushing slightly.

"A kiss is the best way to heal something hurt." He kept grinning at me before we sat down on the old car seat.

"How was school today?" Johnny had dropped out about two years ago, he was sure as hell smart enough to do great things, he was just a slow learner and apprently teachers consider that to mean stupid.

"Not horrible I guess. I got my math test back today and only got a seventy-six percent mark. Darry's gunna kill me when I get home." Johnny just gave me a simpathetic look as I contined to blab on like usual.

"I wish I was smart. I mean Darry's got this idea in his head that I'm going to be some great scholar when I grow up. Who knows, maybe I will but I'm too dumb. Plus I don't use my head, and everyone hates me it seams. Who'd ever want to put up with a werck like me anyways?" I let out a long sigh.

"I would." Johnny said, "and Ponyboy nobody hates you." I felt my heart continue to sink.

"I hate me..." a silent tear rolled down my face. Suddenly, I felt Johnny unzip my sweater slighly and lean onto my chest. Giving me a gentle kiss above my heart.

"Why-"

"A kiss is the best way to heal something hurt." I smiled wildly and kissed his forehead. oulling him closer to me.

"I love you Johnnycakes."

"Love you too."

A/N Sorry this is so short. also sorry that i never update anymore oops, anyways hope you liked this.