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Last night i had a weird dream that i was in class with alot of my friends and we had to move our desks and sit in partners and everyone moved around and had their own partner and the last person i was able to team with was Thomas (my best friends exx) and i didnt sit next to anyone and the teacher got mad and he gave me a weird smirk. And oh god i hated the smirk. But there was actually a desk next to him and i was in my own desk and the desk next to him the kid that sat there was going to the bathroom. And the teacher got super mad. She threw a pencil at me and i still refused to sit with him and there was an odd number of kids in that class. I told her i would just work by myself. And she got mad and threw markers at me (also the friends were Dakota, yesenia, carissa, brianna, edely, sofia, and julia) and i went up to the teacher and quietly spoke with my skueaky and quiet voice "Why the fuck are you throwing things at me?" and everyone gasped (also it was like some random person nobody in particullar was the teacher) and she yelled at me "Because you arent doing what i asked. So now sit down and get a partner!" (the students were quiet the whole time so they heard me speak for the first time thats why i think they gasped) and then the teacher threw a computer mouse at me. Dakota yelled "ANIMAL ABUSE DETECTED!!" and Yesenia screamed "PET WORM ABUSE! Haha.." and i turned to them and spoke "Yes it is animal and pet worm abuse." i then turned to the teacher "I wll not sit down because you are trying to force me to do work with someone." and the teacher got so mad she tried to pick up a metal desk (like a teachers desk) and throw it at me but she couldn't even get one leg off the floor. Everyone laughed and she got embarassed. Instead of the desk she threw her little baseball cap at me and it flew right past me. She growled. I began to quietly speak again while balling my hands into a fist but it didnt feel so strong because of the jacket sleeve piece in between my hand. "You shouldn't be so disrespectful to someone. You would be pissed as fuck if i threw things at you. When you treat someone badly and they treat you like that you end up pissed. Everyone does." Everyone started recording this argument. She threw markers and pens. Everyone got it on tape. I spoke "Stop." "What are you gonna do cry?" the teacher said to me and acted like she was sarcastically crying. "STOP!" i said a bit louder no i didnt scream. The teacher threw more things at me. Then she threw a pair of scissors. Im not sure on purpose or accident cuz she threw random things. They cut my arm pretty deep but kept going and flung pass Carissas face and went into the wall. All of the kids gasped and kept their cameras rolling as my arm started to bleed really badly. "Ill just get stitches later. But you are paying for them bitch! Even if my mom has to do it and i get no numbing medicine you are paying for the price of them" i spoke not very happily. "I know how much pain i can take on my body. You dont need to add more pain to me!" I said a bit louder. The teacher from next door and some kids came into the room and was stunned on how well i was taking this and what the teacher did. "What. Are you doing!" the teacher said and the kids were grossed out. The teachers began to yell at each other while the kids still recorded. I started recording for social media to see this. The fight got louder and more teachers and students came. My teacher mentioned me and said how rude and bad of a student i was. I had flames go around me. Literally. And everyone in the class saw my secret so did the teachers fighting but nobody else saw. I was so mad but there were so many kids now that i panicked. I sat in the corner and i was panicking. (Panic attack) And nobody even noticed they were paying attention to the teachers and more students came in and i started to panic (at the disco) really badly as i sat in the corning in flames. The fire didnt spread happily cuz the metal in the walls. The princable came in fighting through the crowd of kids with their phones out. I ran under the teachers desk. He didnt see me. And as the kids kept recording the principle tried to get them to tell him what was happening. Dakota yelled animal abuse detected again and everyone laughed hard. Then the principle had the teachers finally tell him what happened and my teacher said i wouldnt go to my seat then the other teacher told him that they heard something hit the wall and saw a pair or scissor blades go through the wall and he ran in. He asked where i was and nobody knew. I stayed under the desk for a couple more min but then the teachers and principle looked around and i ran out of the class panicking and the kids made way for me to go through cuz i was bleeding. But nobody told them where i went. "Crap my phones about to die!" a kid says in the backround as the teachers look for me. I ran as my flmaes took over my body and i looked like only a ball of flames. Then after that i called my mom and told her i was walking the t miles home as quick as i can as i ran off the campus. People started as i went (i know you're Prolly asking what about the rest of my stuff and i had my bad on the whole time) my mom said shed drive and get me and she got me about half a mile away from the school. And she didnt call the school she went straight home to give me stitches. After that she gave me a hug and cleaned up the place and my flames started to die out. "Did anyone see you in flames?" my mom asked. "Yes lots of kids the principle and some teachers also some people saw as they drove by me." i said quietly taking off my jacket. My mom gave me a ride to starbucks and the pharmacy as we talked. "Im sorry that happened. You want me to fix your jacket or get you a new one? I know you really liked that stitch jacket.." she said a little soft. "I-id like a new jacket that ones getting a little old. And thank you for being here for me when i need you. I really appreciate it mom." i spoke a bit louder than i usually would at school. We went to starbucks and grabbed coffee for her. Then we went next door to the store. We got me pills for my anxiety and a monster and a big share bag of takis that we shared. We went to the mall straight after and we went straight to hot topic. We got me a new bvb jacket (duhh) and then we went to spencers and got me a new hat chain and tail. I was very much happier my mom did that. We went home and she went to work i stayed home watching anime and playing video games. Then sadly i woke up.. To the sound of my mom dropping a pot or something

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