Shattered

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   When I wake up, everything is the same. Nothing changed from when I fell asleep. I grab my phone, get changed, and head downstairs. I look around and see Moon Bin laying on the couch and watching TV.

   "Morning Chlo." He says smiling. "Morning." I say plopping down next to him. "Is anyone else up?" I ask. "I don't think so." He says.

   About an hour later, Sanha and Carly come out of Sanha's bedroom. "Bye Sanha oppa." She says stepping out the door. "Bye sweetie." He says smiling. A tear rolls down my cheek. "You okay?" Moon bin asks looking at me. I wipe my tear away and say, "Yeah I'm fine." Sanha comes and sits down next to me. I feel happy and sad and also a little uncomfortable knowing that he's been with another girl. But I give up on trying to be mad and stay there.

   About half an hour later, the rest of the guys and Lily wake up. They come downstairs, eat breakfast, and watch TV. "Guys, we have to leave in 10 minutes for that interview." Rocky says. "Would you girls like to come watch?" Eun Woo asks looking at me and Lily. "I'm ok, but thanks for the invitation." I tell him. "Ok. How about you Lily? Would you like to come?" "No thanks. I'm gonna stay here." She replies.

   When the boys leave, Lily and I sit on the couch. "I'm sorry about Sanha." She says sadly. "It's alright. He probably wouldn't go out with me anyway." I say. Another tear rolls down my cheek as I think about Sanha being with that girl. I curl up with some ice cream and blankets and put on The Big Bang Theory. It's one of the only shows that can cheer me up.

   After about 12 or 13 episodes, the door swings open and the guys walk in. "How was the interview?" Lily asks them. "It was fine." Rocky says. "Nothing too special." Then, I see Sanha. With that girl. I want to start crying then and there but I can't. I run up to my room and close the door probably louder than I should have. I bury my face in a pillow and cry.

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