I'm In Love With My Best Friend

That's All That Matters

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CHLOE'S P.O.V

My life's a fuck up. I miss Justin so much! But I don't think that he misses me. He didn't even come to Belle's and Chaz's wedding. I think that he did that just to avoid me.

And anyway he has a daughter. Mariah I think? He looks so happy but apart of me only feels as if he's faking it. I know that Belle still talks to him though. What do they talk about you ask? I have no clue.

If you're wondering how my life's going well here you go........

I'm the godmother of Belle's and Chaz's child, Carter Sombers.

I'm dating Ryan because at first I thought that he was sweet but he changed into a total dirtbag after two weeks down into our relationship.

Everyday when he comes home from his 'job' he either verbally, physically or sexually abuses me. I have to keep track of my birth control because I don't wanna get pregnant by that asshole.

I know. You're probably saying 'So why don't you leave him?'  Well here's my answer. I just feel numb. No matter how much he hurts me I just feel............nothing.

If I'm not with the love of my life I have no feelings. I still sing but I decided to take a little break about three months ago although the media doesn't understand what the phrase 'take a break' means. Their annoying asses are all up in my freaking business!

I heard the front door shut.

Oh god.

"You bitch! Where are you?!" Ryan shouted. He stomped upstairs and came into the room that I was currently in,acting as if I was asleep.

He drew the sheet off of my body,grabbed me HARD and dragged me out of the bed. He slapped me, twice,on the same spot. He then started to take my clothes off. He pushed me down on the bed and slammed into me. He moaned and I cried and cried and cried until there were no more tears left.

He rapped me for the forty-third time in this relationship.

A little later down at like 12 a.m. I got a call from a person who I haven't spoken to in three years. The love of my life. Justin.

I skakefully answered the phone. "Hello?" "Uh...ummm...Hi Chloe"Justin said. "H-hey what's u-up?"I mentally slapped myself for sounding so stupid. "Look. I know that we haven't talked for three years but I really need you right now"Justin said.His voice cracked at the end and he sounded like he wanted to cry.

"Where are you?"I asked,slowly taking Ryan's hand from around my waist and throwing some clothes on. "At the hospital"he said. I stopped in my tracks.

Oh god please don't let it be him that's hurt. God please please please please please please please please please plea-

"Are you there?"he asked. "Huh? Oh yeah. I'm on my way"I said, grabbing my car keys. "Okay. I'll see you there. Bye"he said. I said "Bye"

I carefully closed the front door,jumped into my car and drove to the hospital. I ran inside before the paparazzi could show up. There was a lady behind the desk with her eyes glued to the computer infront of her.

She didn't seem to notice me standing there so I cleared my throat.

No answer.

I said "Hi. Could you please tell me what floor Justin Bieber's on?" She didn't even lift her head before saying "Sorry. No fans allowed"

Is this bitch serious?

I tried to stay calm.

"Could you please tell me what floor Justin Bieber's on?"I repeated. Again she didn't look up. "Ma'am I said no fans allowed"

I said that I tried to stay calm? Well........

I failed.

"Do you know who the hell I am? My names freaking Chloe Sparks aka the person who can make you loose your shitty job! I believe that I asked you what fucking floor Justin's on!"I shouted.

Her head snapped up. "Oh my god. I'm so sorry! He's on the third floor"she said. I mumbled a thanks and began to walk off but turned back. "What room?"I asked. "Room 315"she said. I nodded and ran straight to the stairs ,not even waiting for the elevator.

I ran until I reached the room door. '315' here goes nothing. I slowly turned the door knob and walked in. Justin was standing beside a small body with a white sheet over it and beside that one was a larger body with a white sheet as well.

"Oh my god"I whispered. I looked into Justin's eyes that were red from crying. His face was stained with tears and his hair was sticking up in all directions.

He starred at me,tears rolling down his face. "Come here"I opened my arms for a hug and he slowly walked over to me,never breaking eye contact. He hugged me tightly as if he was holding on to me for dear life.

I felt the vibrations coming from him because of his crying. "Ssshhh"I whispered in his ear while I ran my hand through his now blonde hair. I laid a small kiss beneath his ear.

He said "I'm so sorry Chloe"his voice cracked. I pulled out of the hug and put both of my hands at either sides of his face. I looked into his eyes and said "Please don't apologize for anything right now Justin. You need me and I'm right here. I'm not going anywhere.  I love you." while wiping his tears away with my thumbs. I said that without thinking but I meant it.

Justin took my hand and kissed it. He gave me a small smile before saying "I love you more." He started to lean in and so did I. Before you know it our lips met in a slow,passionate kiss.

He may have hurt me and both of us may be in a lot of shit right now but I love this man and he loves me too and right now.......

That's all that matters

So touching! I cried at the last part guys. I cried.

Anyways I hope you guys enjoyed this chapter!

Oh and guys I can't write the next chapter until I get some guesses about my nationality because the first person who gets it right gets to be a character in my next chapter!

So guys all you have to do is guess what my nationality is,tell me what your name is and put it in the comment section or on my profile!

This is your chance to become a character in my book!

Good luck guys!

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