Chasing the Clouds • 707 ✔

｢log error; bad end｣ • day unconfirmed

to all my beautiful readers who requested the angst ending for this book/who wanted fluff but also wanted an alternate option to choose whether they want an angst too. here you go! this is unofficial, the fluff ending is the original ending, but let's just say that this is a bad end? Lol. Idk to write angst kms (╬●∀●) anyhow, i'm so thankful for the support. i love you all for the support! (▰˘◡˘▰) -een ♥

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You know the kind of people who say life sucks, love sucks, everything is useless, and all of those things people label as 'emo' things?

I felt as if I had become one of those kinds of people, a rotten person who only had nothing to do but to go on with life.

But when you try your hardest and life still continues to be the asshole that it is, you just can't help but to snap, right?

That runs through my mind when we hit the traffic as soon as we hit the main road.

"Oh great. I forgot it's rush hour, and I can barely drive this." I hear Saeran mumble under his breath, squinting his eyes at the controls on the sports car. "How the heck does Saeyoung even use this thing, I can't even."

And as he continues his silent mumblings- or so, he wished - another beep on my smart phone makes me glance at the screen.

"All my life I had believed that I would never deserve a love so pure like yours, and yet there you are... Do you really like me that much?"

"There's still thirty or so blocks to go, what do we do?!"

"I'm getting off!" I say, and Saeran stares at me as if I am crazy.

"You can't just run like that!"

"I can't just sit here!" I argue back taking off my seat belt.

I didn't think Saeran would understand how I felt, and I couldn't blame him.

The feeling of everything that meant to you, crumbling to ashes... especially when you had no idea why. The feeling of wanting to kill yourself, but going on and accepting it as fate.

The feeling of being so close to the person who meant everything to you, but knowing that you could never be with him again... and because of the fact that you knew the feeling, and how much it meant to you... There was no going back.

Oh Seven, please wait for me. I'm coming for you.

Even if I had to risk everything, to see his face, to see him again...

Even that much gives me the will to open the door; before the smartphone lets out another beep.

"I want to cherish you."

Please stop blaming yourself, Seven...

"No. You can't just go, there's too much traffic blocking your way." Saeran furrows his eyebrows, looking at the GPS system installed. "We can try making a turn."

Even though I was not keen on the idea, I decide to listen to his suggestion while he manoeuvres the car back, tapping the GPS system.

"We're taking the other road over there." He says, turning the steering wheel as he does so. "I promised you, so I will take you to my brother."

Or so says the sloppy driver- But I couldn't argue with him, after all. He did come to save me, the way he promised. The fact that he needed a driver's licence could be kept a lowkey secret for a while, for all I cared.