Črying ćrystals

Chapter 2

-Nobody's pov-
"I see,so your Dad has borederline personality disorder?And he wanted a boy,not a girl as his child..."The red headed delinquent said

The girl nodded,"B-by the way..,what's your name?"

The boy was taken aback by her question.
She doesn't know who I am?

"I'm Akabane Karma,but just call me Karma.I'm not used to being called by my last name unless they are teachers.."

"Oh,Okay then.Karma!"She gave him a slight smile

I didn't told him about my depression and my mother and about my father's abusive actions.I don't want anyone to find out too much,she thought

"By the way,Nagisa,can I ask you a question?"

"Go on."

"Can we be friends?"He asked her nervously while scratching the back of his head lightly,while giving an awkward yet cute smile

"S-sure...You're my first friend,by the way...who actually listened to me.."She whispered the last part quietly to herself

-Karma-
I noticed she was wearing long sleeves even though it was hot!

"Nagisa,isn't it hot to be wearing long sleeves at such a hot day?Why won't you roll them up a little?"

She tensed up a little and hid both of her arms behind her,"N-no!It's alright!I feel a little chilly today..."

I didn't belive her but I just played along,"Oh okay then.Well,if you need me,call me,"I said as we exchanged numbers and adresses

She mumbled a thank you before I left her in the Nurses' office.

-Nagisa-

He left the room...Well..Wait,what time is it?!

I took out my phone and checked the time
2:30 p.m,

I guess I can't visit her today...Well,I should get home already

I grabbed my bookbag and made my way out of the school.But before stepping out of the gates,I looked up at the school's rooftop.The spot where I almost took my life

18 times already,yet I still failed..
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"I'm home..."

I said quietly as I closed the door behind me.I took off my school shoes and just as I stepped on the cold hard floor,my father walked down the hallway.

He was furious.He was in one of his moods again.I guess this happens when I'm late or don't obey him...

"You...."He said as he stomped his way towards me,"Where have you been?!I told you to return hom before 2:15 pm,yet you can't obey a simple rule?!WHO THE FUCK DO YOU THINK YOU ARE,DISOBEYING YOUR OWN FATHER,YOU DISGRACEFUL SON!"

He yelled as he hit my face,the hit was so strong I flew to the wall and I fell down.My face hurting.
He picked me up by my collar and threw me on the floor.Hard.By this time,I was bleeding and there was a stinging pain on the left side of my body.All the previous bruises and cuts were now hurting.He suddenly threw a vase at me.Cuts on my cheeks.

"GO TO YOUR ROOM,YOU BITCH!YOU USELESS CHILD!"He said as he pointed his finger to my room

I slowly 'crawled' my way to my room.I locked my door shut.I managed to stand up and looked at the mirror in my room.

My face was bruised and it had cuts on my cheeks.I took of my vest and unbuttoned my school uniform and took it off,including my pants,leaving the bandages and my undergarment on.There was a big cut of my left side of my body.I placed my fingers on it and it stung like hell,The previous bruises weren't even healed yet.

I looked at the mirror again.This time,focusing on my face.I smiled,a fake one.This was something I do.I fake smile everyday.It looked forced to me,but to other people,It was like a natural smile.I began crying.

"I hate myself...."

Suicidal thoughts made their way up to my head..

I walked to one of my drawers and took 'it' out.The silver blade somehow shining inmy dark room.I stared at it before rolling up my sleeves and bringing it on my wrist.The ones from yesterday were still clearly visible.
I slid the metal across my skin,One time,Two,Three,four and much more.Crimson water dripped down my arm.I did the same to the other wrist.

After I was done,I went to the bathroom in my room.I cleaned the razor and my bleeding wrists.It stung like hell,I placed the metal on my sink.I then unwrapped my bandages from around my chest.I stepped into the shower and did my showering.

I stepped out.Drying myself with the towel.After drying myself.I took out the first aid kit from my cabinet,located in the bathroom.I began treating my bruises and cuts from my father,I left the cuts on my cheek untreated since it would heal easily.I wrapped the bandage around myself again and got out of the bathroom with my razor,I placed the sharp object back to where I had took it from and closed the drawer.I put on a plain red shirt and a pair of black shorts.

Before I went to bed,I looked at my mirror for the last time today.I took out a concelear and placed some on my bruised cheek

"I'm broken,And I can't be fixed..."I muttered quietly

I  slept on my bed and let myself sleep,before waking up in this nightmare which was called 'reality' again.

{I edited some parts cause it was weird,but here's chapter 2 before I go on a trip for 6 days (change of plans if you knew about my trip)See you guys later then!Oyasuminasai!}