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one year later...

four months ago i found out that i was pregnant. i, personally, was extremely happy about the pregnacy, but i was also scared, which is why i hadn't told kian yet. the only person thst knew was my mom. i knew i shouldn't have waited this long, but i was beyond scared.

we were all gathered around her house to eat dinner together. it was nice to all be back together. after o2l ended, i missed how close we used to be. since we were all together, i figured this would be the perfect timing to announce my pregnancy.

i was helping my mom in the kitchen to prepare the extensive meal she had planned. i held onto my stomach, wincing slightly. my mom looked up from thr vegetables she was chopping.

"what's wrong?" she asked. she set the knife down, wiping her hands on her apron. she placed her cool hands against my forehead. "you're a little warm. go ahead and sit down, and i'll have jc come help me."

i nodded before heading into the living room. i plopped down on the couch, laying my head in kian's lap. he smiled down at me, pressing his lips against mine briefly. i was happy that kian and i were able to stay together for the past year. i can honestly say i have been happier than i ever have.

my mother called us all to the long dining room table to eat. i was nervous because i had no idea how everyone would react. i quickly stood up, kian following behind me. he grabbed my hips, his breath sending shivers down my spine.

"go into my bag and there are tampons in there. you got your period," he whispered before walking to the dining room. my breathing practically stopped.

i sprinted up the stairs, my feet pounding harshly on the hardwood floor. i slammed the door behind me, locking it quickly. i pulled my pants down to see them pooled with blood. it wasn't spotting, it was heavy and there was a lot of it.

i sank to the ground, pulling my knees to my chest. i sobbed heavily, pounding my fists against the cabinets. there was knocking om the outside of the door, but i did't think i had the strength to get up. the door knob twisted before it opened fully.

"mommy," i cried. she took one look at the blood on the floor, and sat down next to me, she held me tightly, wrapping her arms around me.

"shh. i know, i know. it'll be okay. just calm down, okay?" she whispered. i cried into her chest as i held onto her like my life depended on it. she rubbed my back slowly.

"okay, boys. i'm going to take her to the hospital. kian, why don't you come with us?" she asked. he nodded, picking me up and bringing me to the car.

he helped me into the backseat, buckling my seat belt and sat next to me. he wrapped his arm around me, kissing the top of my head. he sighed.

"alli, what is going on? what has you so upset? why are we going to the hospital?" he asked. i closed my eyes, trying to stop more tears from flowing. i grabbed a small box from the pocket of my sweatshirt and handed it to him.

"i was going to wait until dinner, but then this happened," i cried. he pulled the top off, revealing the positive pregnancy test. he looked up at me, covering his mouth with his hand.

"oh my god. alli," he whipered. i grabbed his hand, gently kissing him.

"i am 21 weeks pregnant. i know i should have told you sooner, but i was so scared, kian. i'm so sorry," i cried. he held me tightly to his body.

"shh. it doesn't matter. c'mon, lets get you inside," he whispered. he picked me up, and quickly got me inside. i hated how familiar this place looked.

a nurse led me to an er bed, and told me a doctor would be over quickly. she shut the curtain, but it quickly reopened. the doctor's face dropped when he saw me, but i couldn't blame him. the hospital was becoming too routine.

"alli. you need to stop being in here so often," dr.karev told me. he slipped on a pair of gloves before turning to me. "so what is it this time?" he joked.

"i'm five months pregnant, and i am bleeding a lot," i whispered. he nodded before grabbing a nurse to help him push the bed. they were running down the hall.

we stopped in an ultra sound room where he quickly put the doppler onto my stomach. he cursed quietly, before handing me a gown. i pulled it over my clothes, pulling off my shirt and pants from under it.

"the reason there was so much blood is because it was mixed with amniotic fluid. alli, your water broke. we need to get you to the or now," he told me. i nodded, but it didn't feel real.

they quickly pushed me into an operating room. my breathing was extremely heavy as dr.karev began to scrub in. pregnancies at 30 weeks sometimes don't work out. i can't imagine the odds at 21 weeks.

dr.karev recovered his hands with the gloves as the anesthesiologist put on a higher dosage of the anesthetic. i suddenly felt numb, and extremely nervous. kian held my hand tightly.

in half an hour, our baby boy was delivered. we didn't even get to see him before he was put in an incubator and whisked away to the neonatal icu. dr.karev walked to my side. grabbing my hand tightly.

"i am going to do everything in my power to keep that baby alive. i promise, i didn't give up on you a year ago, and i sure as hell won't now. i'll try my best to make sure you go home with a beautiful and healthy baby boy," he whispered before running out of the operating room.

i am not a religious person, but i prayed to god to let my baby boy live.

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