local {joji x reader}

seven

joji's pov

blood. there was so much blood.

"oh god y/n please don't die." i felt hot tears fall down my face as i said it. i searched for anything that i could to stop the bleeding, a towel, a cloth, anything. she was already out when i finally found a towel. i wrapped it carefully around one arm then found another and did the same for the next one.

my hands were shaky and red with her blood. i ran out for my phone and quickly dialed 911.

"hello what's your emergenc-"

"yes h-hello there's been an accident on 567 woodland road please i-i-i need an ambulance qu-uickly." i stuttered.

"okay sir we're on our way. please stay calm." i ran with the phone back to the bathroom. "can you explain what happened, sir?"

"we were just on the couch, she seemed so happy." i pressed the towels on her. "she went to the bathroom and next thing i know she's trying to kill herself."

"there's been an attempted suicide?"

"y-yes. she's loosing uh, a lot-t of um blood."

"okay sir we're doing the best we can. ambulances are on their way." she tried to reassure me but i was completely freaking out. how could i not of known?

"i'm going to uh, go and w-wait now." i said and hung up. i picked her up and made my way to the front entrance. why did she do this? she can't die.

please.

don't die.

i watched as they pulled up, a medic jumping out and the stretcher following behind.

"sir, we'll take it from here." i placed her on the stretcher. i followed them as they took her in. "we have room for one more." she said to me as i climbed in. we started riding as i watched y/n carefully.

"i-i don't know what h-happened." i was trembling and i didn't care who noticed.

"she's lost a lot of blood." she said moving quickly to help.

"she wasn't suicidal before."

"they never seem like it until it happens." she said.

i thought back to the day i met her, she seemed happy then. the situation with h/n, that might have sparked it. she was completely torn that day, i just wanted to hold her and tell her everything would be okay.

damn, why didn't i? why was i such a fool that i didn't? i haven't even asked her out and i've been meaning to do that for the longest time. maybe if i did this wouldn't of happened. this could've all been avoided if i had shown her how much i care instead of that asshole h/n.

"sir?" the medic asked. "we're here." she took y/n inside and i followed close behind.

"where are you taking her?" i asked.

"the emergency room. stay here until further notice." she said as they sped away with her. i was alone now in the hospital, with no one to help me. how am i supposed to do that?

i take out my phone and call max.

ring
ring
ring

pick up damn it!

ring
ring

*hiccup* "hello?"

"max, there's been an emergency."

"what?" he laughs. "what'd you do? fuck her into a coma?"

"now's seriously not the time for jokes." i look around. "come to fiona stanley's as soon as possible." there's a pause on both ends.

"wait dude is everything okay?"

"just come as soon as you can, max."

"uh yeah okay we'll be right there." we both hang up.

now i'm truly alone in this horrible place with no one.

oh god i hope she's not dead.

please don't die.

please.