✨Prisoner of Hell [SLOW UPDATES] ✨

A sky full of stars

~Gabriel~ 💕

Breathe. Breathe I said.

Air gushed into my lungs as life returned to me.

It feels so good. Oxygen feels so good. I am revived and yet again resurrected.

But where am I? The grass seems to be a pale green and the trees seem to capture me. All I can see is stars and stars up above.

Stars so beautiful and closer than expected, shining brightly like a message from the heavens that was going to consume me a few minutes back.

The thought scares me. Death scares me.

It's so cruel to see life end early. The thought of missing people and not being able to meet them is hurtful. Guilty of not fulfilling wishes and goals is scaring, like an imprint to press you down.

Hope is lost and everything small burns you like the fire eating you inside already.

Yet I see myself clear.

This reminds me of my best friend, Amelia. She has had a huge list of problems, mostly revolving around her insane list of boyfriends but she faced it like a boss. Like an angel, she does bring out goodness and hope in everything and everyone.

So much to learn from her.

Her courage, strength, and intrepidity amaze me. I do not know what I did to deserve her and moreover what happened that led her to cross my path. She made me realize who I truly am and for that, I am thankful.

Well, at least things are fine now. She has an amazing boyfriend, Lucas and fingers crossed that's her future too.

I am like their daughter she says.

Means so much to me, to be loved and feel good. God, hope I get to meet her back. Last time, it was just me crying about my life and her consoling me, giving me hope.

Things are going to be okay.

I need to tell myself that more often. Positivity isn't my thing and it will never be. This is why I need more people like her to lift my worries.

Speaking of problems, why am I here?

Something is really wrong. How the Hell did I land here when a minute ago I was at the Lukes Hospital on a hospital bed surviving an attack? well at least trying to.

Maybe walking might get me somewhere. I am so lost now. My head hurts too. It's annoying how out of all places a forest is what I choose to get into. Honestly, time traveling doesn't seem like what happened but maybe I sleep walked?.

Wow, this is perplexing. Feels like days. I mean sleep is amazing, but I haven't slept for like days. My eyes are burning dead, red and puffy.

But, first things first, I need to get up. Ugh, my legs are so numb. They are so weak. Maybe a boost might help . . . somebody? . . . Nobody. This is a no man's land. Trees, trees, and more trees with stars shining more bright and closer.

Unusual sightings are heard of. But this is just weird. Twinkling stars reminds me of my mother. She always told me people are watching from above.

I only want two people to look at me - my unborn sister and grandfather. He died in front of my eyes when I was 4 years old.

He told me things. Things that matter - to be okay and always hope to seek for more and reach for more. This world is a trap, he used to tell me. The actual trap is others who pinch you down, while the bait is the so called superior people.