I'm Trapped Between Two Worlds!!

Flashback

My name is Helen Nichols; I'm half wolf and half vampire, a fact that has been hunting me ever since I've had a conscious memory.

My Father, William Nichols, was the Alpha Wolf from The Meadow pack, in the Sierra Nevada National Park, that's right, in a national park and humans aren't even aware of it. The wolves have been there for years, there are some families around Fresno also, and I'm pretty sure around all USA.

William had been an Alpha for his pack for about 2 years, he was loved by all the members of his pack, but was truly lonely and sad, he had never found a mate, since werewolves' age very slowly, he was about 20 when he met my mother, Caroline Parker, his true mate. They met at college when he was 20 and my mother 18, my mother said it was an instantly breathtaking love that almost swiped her off her feet. They dated for about a year before his mark was made on my mother's neck, a mark of the Alpha Female, which was soon to be the biggest weight over our shoulders.

My mother was half human and half a vampire, she was the daughter of a vampire (that just took off) and what I believed was someday a beautiful Latin woman. Not everyone in my father's pack liked her, and the truth is, they only respected her out respect for their Alpha. (Pic of Caroline on the side – Actress Sofia Vergara)

When my mother got pregnant, people were more afraid of me than cheerful as all other pregnancies were received. They didn't know what to expect from a wolf-human-vampire genes baby, and I honestly couldn't blame them. When I was born I showed all those genes mixed up in me, for example, being a werewolf I could walk freely under the sun with no problem at all, as a vampire, I wasn't very warm like everyone else, but I wasn't stone cold either, I could climb trees and walls very easily.

No boys or girls ever talked to me, they thought I was a freak, I could sense what they felt when I passed by them, so I avoid it. No matter how hard my mom and dad tried I just couldn't fit in...

Then a week after my tenth birthday... my dad was gone.... He went to fight with some vampires that wanted to settle on our lands and never came back. I remember my mom crying so loud I thought her throat would just collapse. I just stared at her not knowing what to do. Three days after all hell broke loose...

Some wolves started threatening my mom for the Alpha charge she now had until I was 20 and took over, I didn't want that at all, these people hated me without even giving me a chance. It wasn't until one day, close to midnight, that my mom burst into my room, with two handbags full of clothes, food and money, she looked down at me and said "they're coming for us I know it, I felt their determination and saw their rage in their eyes, if there is nothing I can do to stop them we'll get in the car and leave"

What I was expecting was nothing compared to what really happened, about a 100 families from the 200 I think the pack had at the time, came to our house to "discharge" my mother. I saw her fighting with some female shifters, who apparently had to win the alpha position by a challenge, just like men do; I just stood frozen on spot at the scene in front of me. Despite my mother's beautiful looks and elegance, she was the bravest and toughest woman I knew. She quickly got rid of 5 female shifters leaving them seriously injured, but they wouldn't back off, they just kept coming at her, and men were starting to get anxious with their mates getting ass kicked.

I started feeling different things through me I didn't even understand. I felt my head dizzy, my anger passing through every fiber of my body, I even felt my eyes were changing their original green to a fully black color, I started shaking and before I knew it I joined my mom's cause and started to fight with all my strength and heart. Suddenly men shifted also and tried to stop the fight after 25 injured females, my mom was also injured but not badly enough to stop, I could see she was getting tired and soon she would have to back off also.

My heart pounded so hard it was almost painful; my teeth slowly tighten up and showed off, like canines teeth? Or vampire teeth? I don't know, I just showed them off and men started to walk back, not enough to shift back but at least they wouldn't come for my mother.

I remembered a man saying "what the hell is she?" "Who does she think she is!!!??"

To that I said: "I'm your Alpha and Alpha Female's daughter! And YOU WILL RESPECT THIS HOUSE AND MY MOTHER, YOUR ALPHA FEMALE!!!!" I couldn't believe I said that. A woman I will never forget: Ruth said: "we will never accept you or your mom as an Alpha Female! You're not even like us! You're an abomination! You're all mixed up with genes and we don't want our children born and raised in a pack under your command!"

I lost it, I let my body and feelings to take control over me, and the next thing I knew I was staring at wide eyes and mouths popped opened... I shifted into a big wolf, with chocolate fur mixed with reddish and dark brown fur, I was the size of a male shifter and I was only 10, I felt happy and angry at the same time.

I just wanted them all dead for what they've done, my mom just stood up and said "shift back sweetie, it's very dangerous for a beautiful girl like you to remain shifted, come back"

Everything went blank....