The Red Wolf

Ch 9

Fianna
As i let myself break down in the fricken bathroom, why?... Why does he do this to me? Why does this have to happen to me?.... Why? When I stopped hyperventilating i heard him shuffling around, so i instantly dried my eyes and stood up. Looking in the mirror i cringed, there in front of me was a red faced red eye skinny red head. The girl staring back at me looked broken, lost, and just down right like a tomato. Feeling the note in my hands I grabbed a wash cloth. Dampening it, then rested it on my face. The cooling sensation made me calm down my breath and my heart rate. I looked in the mirror again and saw i only did minor repairs to my face, i was still that broken and lost weak girl. I sighed and grabbed the knob of the bathroom, opening it. But i instantly ran into a tingling brick wall. I already knew who it was and i honestly didn't care, as long as my face was hidden. Feeling him tense a bit i slipped the note in my pocket. Hopefully he wouldn't notice the sudden movement of my hand. Standing there i felt like it was all over, the fighting, the hiding, and the heart break. Those flashes of hopes soon came tumbling down when he moved away.
"Your room is up stairs, to the left, and first door on your right." His voice cold with no emotion in it. Like a robot. Again. So like I've learned, I kept my head down, nodded, and walked off. Making my way through the house i followed his directions to a small door leading to a pale green room with a small balcony.
'luxury much.' I took off my shoes and plopped on the bed, falling asleep right away.

Luke:

I knew she was crying in the bathroom, but what i couldn't understand was why.

'oh I don't know, maybe the reason that you treat her like trash, you don't acknowledge her, or even love her.' my inner wolf spoke

'Shut up!' i screamed at him.

'Or what?'

'Or ill go to her and hug her and make sure you will become weak in that state of 'love' ' I sneer.

'You wouldn't.'

'oh i would-" But i was cut off by my inner wolf taking over my body. 'What the heck!'

'not so nice not being able to control, is it?'
He walked us over to the door but she swung it open and she slammed into me. I was going crazy, because i had no control...not just the control of my body, but the control over the bond.

'Now you know how it feels' He said. Standing there i realize she wasn't moving either. Wondering why she hasn't walked away, my wolf let me have control back. But i stayed there for a bit. 'What? Your not going to move away?' My wolf said a bit shocked.

'Not just yet.' I said inhaling her sent secretly.
'I know I'm not being fair in all this but she needs to be safe not just from Saw, but from him. ' my wolf said.
'Yeah' I let go of her and stepped back.

"Your room is up stairs to the left and the first door on your right." she kept her head down nodding while walking off. I slowly followed her, but i went to my own room stopping at my door way to glance at her door, it was open. I made my way down the hall and peeked in. There laid a dead looking Fianna, as i walked into the room i noticed the red blotches on her cheeks and around her mouth mouth.

'she was crying' I said.

'No dip' He replied.

I noticed she wasn't under the covers. So i lifted her up and pulled back the sheets and laid her in them. I walked out of the room with my mind spinning.

Fianna:

Something's hurting my eyes. I feel awful. Mornings suck. I opened my eyes to be temporarily blinded by the sun in my eyes. I feel the emptiness of my stomach as it growled.
"ugh" I said aloud. "I hate the world!" I stood up and padded my way down the stairs. Following the smell of food that lead to the kitchen and sat down.
"I'm going out today. You will stay here while i will meet the temporary Luna."
"The what?" I asked, as he put French toast on my plate.
"Luna Sarah is coming to perform the necessary duties of a Luna while you are suspended from your role."
"Don't remind me." i said referring to my suspension. We sat a the table and ate in silence, on the outside that is, i was screaming inside my head.
'Why the hell am i still here!!!!!!'
'Because he's mate'
'Yes well mate hates us!!'