*Zoe*
After what happend at playgroup last week i started thinking about what would happen if we moved Lilly to a new playgroup. Would that be to much for her to handle? I mean she is only two.I decided to put my mind at rest and forget about it. I couldnt think straight with all these things going on at once. Then i remebered i hadnt put a new video up in two weeks. Oh man! Even though I seriously wasnt in the mood for making a new video I done the right thing and set my camera and lighting up and cleaned my bedroom just a little bit so the backround would like nice and tidy. I pressed the on button and the video began. I decided to do a Q&A video because 1.I had never done one before and 2.It would be nice to see what questions my subscribers would like me to answer. So here it goes i thought and one click of a button i was off. "Hi everyone, now i know your probably thinking "WHAT WHEN DID ZOE COME BACK?!" but honestly guys i know this sounds bad but i did forget about YouTube but I'm back and today I'm going to be doing a q&a video. Now i know i dont usually do these kinds of videos but I thought it would be fun and a bit differnet so here we go. First question "Do you like/LOVE Lucky Charms?" Yes i love Lucky Charms I think I'm secretly addicted to them. 2nd question "Are you in a relationship with Alfie/Pointlessblog? P.S please make a video with him! x" Umm ok I think it would be best if i got Alfie to answer this one for you." So i paused the camera and went to get Alfie. "Alfred?" "Yes?" "I need your help" "What do you need?" "I need you to answer a question for my Q&A video." "Ok I'll be there now". So i sat down on the bed waiting for Alfie then he came in and i resumed the video "So what do you want little one?" "Someone asked me if we are in a relationship and if so will we make a video?" "Well you have made a video explaning all that and funny you should say that because we do have a video coming up together about our relationship, havent we?" "Oh yeah we have, I've actually forgot about that" "Zoe" "Well sorry Mr Alfie Deyes" "Umm is that my name?" "No its Alfred Deyes" Then he smiled at me. For some reason even though i had a few guyfriends I only ever felt safe around Alfie. I never even felt safe around Louise and she was my best friend. "So guys i know that was only one or two questions but guys this is my first time so sorry if this was a bit short but i hope you guys liked it. Byee" "Byee" Then me and Alfie waved at the camera and i turned the camera off. I uploaded my video straight away. The editing may have been a bit crappy but who cares. Instantly there was arounf 40 comments on there. Myself and Alfie looked through them all but one scared me alot. It was from Louise "I have a question for you Zoella. Why did Alfies or as you call him Alfreds mum come and rescue him when you were in DisneyWorld?" Just a thought :)" I started panicking and also tearing up. I felt something coming oh yeah another panick attack. I hadnt had one in ages. Oh man! Alfie ran in trying to keep me calm and luckly he did. I had a glass of water and went to bed. I hated having these panick attacks because it would effect therest of my day. Alfie made Lilly her food and him some and they snuggled down on the sofa. I wish i could join them but because of my stupid panick attack i couldnt. Three hours later Alfie put Lilly to bed and got in next to me. I fell asleep before he came in so I didnt really chat to him. I hated not being able to be a family because of my stupid stupid panick attacks
