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Well fuck,  I put my heart on my sleeve again, Dumb!
I put my heart on my sleeve again;
I shouldn't have done that, I know what's to come. 
Here's another heart ache on its way.
Here's another heart ache come out to play.
Damn it what's wrong with my brain?
Why is that fucking thing so hard to train?
I know better, constant giving makes me insane!
I don't know what to do next.
My mind is so very vexed. 
But for now I think I will just trust.
Because my heart says I must.
N if you smash it as I'm sure you will,
At least my notebook with poems I'll fill.
Words of beauty, love, and hurt.
Of this I can assert. 
Because out of the worst pain I feel,
come words that are soul wrenchingly real!
Ones that reach down to your soul!
Ones that make a life changing toll!
So Imma sit back n see what I do now!
And acknowledge whats real n take my bow
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