*couple months in the future*
Not a lot has happened these past few months, my free time consists of either training or going on sweet romantic dates with Trystan.
And as you've probably guessed I still haven't told Trystan about the fight
I have tried believe me but every time I go to tell him he gets this intense look on his face and I chicken out and end up telling him something random that I've thought of off the top of my head
But I've decided that today is the day I'm going to tell him
For definite this time
Jackass❤️: hey babe, what time am I coming round for? Xxx
Speaking of the devil
Me🤓: um whenever I'm not too fussed parents are out at the minute xxx
Jackass❤️: boo are you implying something there 😉 joking, I will be round in five xxx
I roll my eyes at his message surely going bright red, of course I wasn't implying anything
Or was I...
For the next five minutes I march up and down my bedroom thinking of ways to tell Trystan that I have a fight
Hey Trystan I have a fight coming up against a really tough chick and she is undefeated oh yeah and did I mention she has put her last three opponents in hospital and one on a life support machine, yeah fun right...
Nope better not tell him it all at once
Ding dong
That's him
Oh shit
I answer the door and I am engulfed in a hug
Trystan pins me against the now closed door and cups my face, his lips connect with mine almost instantly
This kiss is nothing like before it is fiery, desperate, and messy almost
I felt his growing member against my leg and that brought me back to the real world.
I push him back slightly, his eyebrows knit in confusion
"Is everything ok Carmen" he strokes my face looking confused
"Everything's fine I just... I got to tell you something" I stutter out
"You're not pregnant are you, I mean I'm only seventeen, I'm too young to be a dad I mean I really want your children but in the future when we are older when we can financially support them, when we are married and living together, I mean if you are I will love the baby and I will support it as much as I can"
He looked panicked and I bit my lip holding back the urge to laugh my ass off
"You quite finished?" I snigger a little
He nods
"I'm not pregnant" I say as a look of relief washed over his face
"Then what's it about, you're not dying are you, please don't die" he looked worried now
"I'm not dying"
"Then what is it"
"I have a fight coming up"
"Okay cool, wait then why did you look so worried?"
I gulp "well she is an undefeated fighter"
"So you beat Janice when she was undefeated"
I fiddle with my shirt and train my eyes on the floor
"And the the... past three of her opponents... they ended up in hospital.... I'm critical conditions and one on a life support machine" I sigh shaking slightly, refusing to look up
There was silence for a few minutes
"Look at me Carmen" his voice was soft
I didn't move
"Please Carmen just look at me" he almost begs
I look up and see the look I'd been trying to avoid, disappointment
"I'm-" he cuts me off
"You're seriously not actually considering this" he said teary eyed
"Trystan I have to"
"No you don't, but for some reason you want to, you want to prove a point is that it because Carmen there are other ways to prove you point that don't result in you dying" he says becoming progressively more hysterical
"I'm not going to die"
"How do you know that, you said it yourself the last three of her opponents nearly did"
"Look Trystan I'm sorry but this is something I have to do, I will be fine" I reach out to touch his arm but he pulls it away
"Fine do it, but don't expect me to watch it happen"
He said before turning and walking back out the door
I'm am left stood there frozen. Unable to move. Mouth slightly agape, part of my heart breaking sending pain across my chest and up the back of my throat
My eyes start to well up
