hurt
alone
sad
pain
all of it gone.
just like that you can wash it away and eliminate the chance of life getting worse. but that gets rid of the chances it'll get better.
anything can set you off when it's all bottled up inside. just an argument or getting told off. someone making a mean comment. it's all enough to set you off.
but no one cares, right?
no one cares about a worthless, useless child like you. wrong. people care. you just don't want to accept it. afraid they'd all hurt you. but we won't all hurt you. we want to help.
but you've had enough.
you go to do it. you've had everything set for a while just been to scared to try. you get the gun or the knife and kill yourself. all is lost. all is gone.
you ended it.
but in he wrong way.
your parents and siblings come home.
but you aren't there.
your bestfriend calls.
you don't answer.
you can't answer.
they're all speechless.
your siblings cry themselves to sleep and your parents barely talk to anyone. your friends are distant and your best friend. well. your bestfriend wants to follow you. bestfriends for life, right?
don't do it.
remember others will be hurt as well. would you want that?
it will get better for you. just keep trying and stay strong. yes, you are strong.
