knowing that your best still isnt enough
knowing that you cant do anything to help
knowing your just a burden
knowing that you cant be with someone you love
knowing someone doesnt feel the same way
knowing you wont be acepted
knowing that all hope is gone
knowing that youll break any second
knowing that you cant live like this
knowing that your not strong enough
knowing that the dumbest are smarter than you
knowing that this is just how cruel and sick the world is. it all just causes pain. espeacially knowing an exacpe and being to scared to try. dont try. if you do then ill hunt you down and um rape you? lol nevermind
but this is survival; hurting others, running away, breaking down, all of it is to survive. just some people are better than that and refuse. those people go through the worst - refusing to survive in this cruel fashion. they are the true heros and the true idols.
