Dark And Lonely

Chapter One

Elena's P.O.V

Our heavily breathes can be heard across the hotel room, "Oh, fuck" said the man under me as i moved faster on top of him. Feeling myself coming closer and closer to my end made my brain shut down and body took full control. I can feel my eyes rolls to the back of my head from the amazing feeling, "Fucking shit" i cried out as I came undone. My walls closed around his cock and hearing him cursing out loud from the feeling and find his own release.

I moved from being on top of him to next to him on the hotel bed, both of our breathing is fast and uncontrolled, but he was the first to speak "God, that was great and i don't say that to anyone by the way". He said it in so much smugness that made me want to slap him but I hold myself back "and should I be honoured or something?". I know my replay was harsh but I stopped caring along time ago. "Don't be like that love I just gave u the time of your life", he was seriously asking me to embarrass him "If i remember correctly I was the one on top and I was the one who picked you and with your attitude I am gonna be the one kicking you out from MY hotel room" I said while standing and throw his clothes on the bed for him to re-dress.

I walked naked to the closet and put a silky rope on me, I steped out from the closet and saw him back in his formal look before I undressed him to have my way with him. "I'm sorry for what i said love, but I hope that didn't ruined my shot form having what happened today again?" He finished his mini talk with a question I already know the answer to it. "Me and you perfectly knew that this is not gonna happed again because I don't do repeats". I can see the bright anger that shown in his before he nod, all I can think about is 'Men' none of them loved to see himself get rejected by a woman but too bad for this man.

We stayed silent tell I open the door to my suite "I think that's it then" he said, "Yes" I said keeping it short. He nod again and finally left for me to shut the door. I went back to my room and took of my silky rope and left it on the floor and headed to the bathroom to take a shower. I passed the mirror without looking at it because i didn't want to see my sex hair or anything else for that matter.

I let the hot water fall on me and moved my hands through my hair then my neck to my breasts and pinched my nipples then my hand fell flat on my stomach my massage it and one of my hands went between my legs massaging my cilt as well as my other hand massaged my right nipple. I know i just had sex but I need round two and that idiot throw the chance out of the window with his big stupid mouth. My head fell against the wall as I insert my middle finger inside me, I curled my finger inside of me stretching my walls and enjoying myself. The hand that was pleasuring my nipple left it to hang against the wall to help me support myself, I left my right leg on the bathtub to open me further to be able to insert another finger inside of me. Moving my fingers faster inside of me made me excited and my hips stared moving with my fingers to create an amazing feeling in my stomach that told me I'm not far from having my second orgasm. True to thoughts when my thumb joined my fingers to circle my cilt over and over I cum all over my hand with a shaky breath and a satisfied feeling that made my brian reminding me ' I need no man in my life'.

I stared thinking again while I let the water wash me, 'Would I change to this sex freak with an empty soul if my dad didn't die two years ago?' I know the answer is a simple 'No' but to be thrown into this world at the age of 19 because your are the only Maxwell left can change anyone for that matter.

I finished my shower before my thoughts become darker, I dried myself with a big towel and wrap it around me to go back into the hotel room. I re-dressed myself as well and gathered my stuff before leaving, I took out my car keys and drove myself home. Yes I had sex in a hotel room 10 minutes away from my house, but I do it for two good reasons the first one is that i treasure my house so I'm not gonna take those men here, and the second reason is not to have whinny men coming after me.

I laid in bed feeling both exhausted and drained, yes of course the sex is always good but it always left me with cheap feeling that I hate so much. I know it's wrong to be addicted to sex but I try to comfort myself by saying it's better than alcohol or drugs.

I took off my clothes and throw them on the floor, then went to bed naked. I fell asleep fast thanks to my two orgasms with a blank mind.

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