Mini Potter 3

Mini Potter 3 (10)

two months i had carrying and there wasn't much to see it was still a small bump. i had now taken to writing a diary like my mum did when she was with me  in it i place all the letters i had received and everything that i was thinking. including what i did that day. it gave me something to do. i had also been told that Father was now headmaster at Hogwarts and not even him telling the Dark Lord i was his biological daughter would not help.

in basic terms  i was still screwed if i left the 50 mile. the ministry was now taken over and Voldamort had control of that. but i was trying to ignore that. i was going over several things in my head the first being wanting to know the sex. i was back and forth saying wanting it to be a surprise or nope i wanted to know, the whole thing was driving me insane.

the second was names i was picking four girls names and four boys and no doubt it would get longer with Draco wanting to help as well which i knew would happen. these were the names i had picked out so far.

girls: Athena, Lilly, Molly, Victoria. Boys: Severus, James, Scorpius, Nathan.

i loved them names put i would be willing to compromise. thirdly i was already testing colours on for the nursery, i know its early but seriously there is nothing else to do. i tried pinks, blues, yellow, cream, green (different shades) but i was stuck another thing i would have to wait for Draco. i also started making this my home. might as well seen as it looks like i will be staying here for a while.

i started in the master bedroom it was all depressing with all black walls i  kept won and painted the rest a deep shade of red and on the black wall i added two silver stripes and a green snake. i reminded me of Hogwarts. i added white furniture and blinds instead of drapes. in the living room it was a baby blue and al cramped i added a chocolate wall and cream on the res before removing and adding furniture.

the rest of the house i like so i left. i then started in hopes of making some spells so i created several dummies and objects from the surrounding area. as wells as making spells i would used my wand to forge things it seemed magic was endless.

i wrote telling Molly and Draco what i had began to do everything was still in progress and they told me of what was going on. i was making me angry and i didn't like being like that.

(a/n just changed Alyssa's birthday from the 1st to the 17th of July in attempts to make it work in my mind and the story. right now we are at the end of September going October)

so i started going over another thought mulling it over. the thought was...

joining the Order

i know it's a silly idea and with a baby on the way i shouldn't even think about it but. its because of my baby that i am. i want to fight so they won't have to so that little Malfoy doesn't grow up in world where he or she has to hide who they are or live in fear of Voldamort. and its fr that reason, i will insist on fighting...if I've had the baby at that time. ugh so what my logic is messed up the point still stands

Voldamort will have to get through two Potters to win.

sorry its short but eh.