Dangerous Lies (boyxboy)

12. Ten Minutes Too Long

Sabastian's lips were warm against mine, and soft. I felt sparks run through my body as he kissed me back, happiness filling me. He liked me.

At least, I thought so. Soon he was shoving me backwards, causing me to stumble over my feet as I attempted to catch my balance. I looked up in shock, the warmth leaving my body as I saw the look on his face. It was... disgusted. His fingers fixed his glasses before his eyes coldly looked into mine, "I didn't go on this date to take advantage of you, or to be taken advantage of, Ridge. I don't know what you are used to, but you will please do well to remember that." 

He took a few steps away from me, looking conflicted. "You may be able to say what you wish, but I ask you kindly to keep your hands to yourself." He turned away from me before glancing over his shoulder at my still shocked form. "And I retract my offer. Do not expect another date from me, Ridge. I'm sorry."

I was still as he walked away from me, his broad shoulders stiff. I didn't say anything. There was a lump in my throat and my eyes burned, a painful feeling built behind my nose. A single tear ran down my cheek, and I could finally move. My hand was quick to wipe it away only for more to cascade from my eyes. "Sabastian..." I said quietly as I watched his car leave the parking lot.

Had I imagined everything? Was this date just out of obligation, because I'd forced him into it? Did he hate me?

I bit my lip harshly as I cried. The chilled night air stung my wet cheeks, and cold shivers ran up and down my body. He wasn't coming back and I'd ruined everything. This was all my fault.

Unlocking my door was difficult with blurry eyes, but I managed. Only Viper, my newest kitten, came to greet me. Seeing her looking up at me caused the walls to break. I collapsed against my now closed door and cuddled her to my chest. Did me kissing Sabastian actually disgust him? I didn't understand how I could've imagined the feeling of him kissing me back.

I rubbed at my eyes furiously as I thought over our day. He'd seemed to enjoy himself. I know I did, I wanted to go on more. I wanted to be boyfriends with Sabastian. He was different and I loved that about him. He had abilities and I could be my true self around him. I smiled at the thoughts before wincing. Our kiss had ruined everything.

My phone buzzed from my pocket. I pulled it out before reading the message from Harry. How'd the date go?  I locked my phone without responding, not wanting to explain my failures.

I humphed and pet Viper, the black kitten purring in content. I wanted Sabastian to forgive me. How, though? I wanted to go all out but...

I smirked to myself.

I knew what to do.

***

I winced, closing my eyes as pain caused me to shake. I groaned and gripped the chair arms tighter. I ignored the man above me and tried to imagine I was somewhere else, in the end this would be worth it. A whine escaped me as his fingers pressed too hard down on the spot. "Almost done?"

Rio stopped and pulled away, glaring at me with his pretty blue eyes.  "Almost. Stop being a baby! The tattoo isn't even that big!"

I pouted and covered my stomach with my arms. "Well, it's taking forever."

My friend popped his hip and glared harder. "It's been ten fucking minutes!"

"Ten fucking minutes too long!" I shouted back. Before he could respond a new voice interrupted.

"Shut the fuck up! Stop being such bitches before I get more pissed off than I already am!" The voice was high and annoyed. I looked over to see a short girl with crazy red hair and a stud in her nose. She gave both Rio and me a motherly sort of look before storming away, her long vest trailing in the air behind her.

The both of us stayed silent before peeking at each other childishly. He blushed before starting in again, the needle repeatedly poking into my chest. "So..." I drawled awkwardly through the pain. "Who's that?"

He smiled slightly before answering. "Adele. She's worked here for awhile now, you never catch her when you come in."

"Oh."

It was mostly silent until Rio pulled away, a bright grin on his dark face. "Done." I jumped up and turned to look into the large mirror with an excited squeal.

"This is so good, Rio!" I yelled, running my fingers over the sore skin above my heart. My green eyes were wide I stared at the simple but beautiful tattoo. "I love it."

A small cup of tea was followed by the words 'It's a Wonderful Life'. Simple and in all black, no larger than my fist. It was to apologize to Sabastian, so I hoped he liked it as much as I did. If none of this worked out then it was just another part of my story.

***

I nervously adjusted my flannel, making sure it didn't entirely cover the new ink on my chest. I held a bouquet of violets in one hand, letting my other rest on the door to Lucky Nights. I didn't work tonight but Sabastian did. I was ready to apologize and make him fall for me.

"You got this, Ridge." I whispered to myself.

As soon as I pushed the door open I transformed. My nervousness melted into confidence as I walked my usual swagger. A cocky smile pushed its way onto my lips and I mentally thanked myself for being awesome. My feet carried me straight to the piano where Sabastian sat, not playing but taking an obvious break.

I leaned against the black piano, winking when Sabastian met my gaze. "Hey, there sexy. Ready to forgive your future husband?" I held up the flowers and tilted my head cutely.

His eyes were wide as he stared at me in shock, mouth dropped slightly. I watched as he peered from my face, to the flowers, to my chest. Face flushed, Sabastian gave a horrified look as he shouted. "What in the bloody Hell, Ridge?"

A/N

They're my children cx

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