FUCKBOI。kth

eight。closure

"Nari."

"Nari."

"NARI YOU LITTLE SHIT WAKE UP!"

I wake up from a beautiful dream about me swimming with narwhales when my idiot cousin Seorin shakes my shoulder to wake me up.

"WHO DARES DISTURB MY SLUMBER?!" She covers her ears when I scream into her ear.

"Honestly, my head has been hurting for the past three days leave me be." I groan and bury my face into the mattress trying to catch some well-needed rest.

"Jungkook's outside."

oh.

"What does he want?" She shrugs her shoulders and motions for me to go. I heave a sigh and walk downstairs.

When I open the door, Jungkook is there. A cigarette is in between his lips and strangely, I don't find it attractive like how I used to.

He doesn't throw it away when he sees me, probably thinking that I still liked how his smell was a mixture of cheap cologne and smoke. I offer him a small smile and he momentarily pulls the cigarette out of his mouth to puff out smoke and return the smile.

"Uhm can you throw that away? I don't like the smell." He looks shocked to say the least, nonetheless he throws the cigarette to the rocks and steps on it.

"So what brings you here?" I sit down on the porch and he stands beside me.

"Have you thought about it?" His eyes look at anywhere but me and he looks anxious. Not like the usual cockyass Jungkook I used to date.

"No."

"Oh. Okay I'll give you more time to think."

"N-no!" I slap a hand over my mouth when I shout accidentally.

I fake a cough and stand up to face him.

"I don't think I can do this again Jungkook." His eyes widen for what felt like hours but he lets out a small chuckle and he shoves his hands down his pockets.

"Good to know I hurt you enough for you to dread being with me again so much." It was a playful tone he was using, but I could tell he was genuinely hurt. I'd rather hurt him than too force myself into a relationship I don't want which will hurt the both of us eventually.

"I'm really sorry Jungkook." I touch his shoulder and he shudders.

"Gah don't touch me, It gets harder to walk out dramatically." I offer him one last smile before I stand on my toes to kiss his cheek.

He smiles back at me and ruffles my hair before walking out of the gate away from my house.

Bye Jungkook.

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Isn't it funny how long this took to write but its still dry af and sucks ass?:D ik how im gonna end this book now and yall are gonna cringe so hard :D :D