FUCKBOI。kth

ten。final

I wish I was a caveman. Cavewoman i mean.

Love in that era was so not complicated.

You just exchange a few grunts and i don't know... share deer meat or something like that. Wait, did deers even exist at that time?

"Seorin... Do you.. is it.." I trail off what I was saying as I watch my dear cousin cook dinner.

Seorin is practically a sister to me. She's the only person I have here in Seoul since I left Busan. She's one of my Safe People aka the only people I trust.

"What was that?" She says while stirring the pot.

"You see... I think I like someone, and I think he likes me back too." I mumble while playing with my fingers.

Seorin turns around to look at me. She turns off the stove and wipes her hands on her apron before taking a seat.

"So what exactly is the problem with this guy then?"

"I'm afraid he's gonna hurt me. He's not a very.. committed person." I struggle to find the words. Honestly, I don't even know why I'm so confused. Even if we did like each other, I would like some time to know him and not just rush into a confrontation of feelings.

"You've always been such an insecure person Nari but do you think he'll like you if you weren't worth liking?" I slam my face into the wooden table and let out a grunt.

No matter how genuine Taehyung seems, his history makes everything more complicated. He could totally just get sick of me one day and I'd be left alone again but then if I don't give him a chance, he'll never be mine in the first place.

You know what, fuck it.

I grab my phone and open my messages to Taehyung.

Hey. You going to school tmrw right?

It takes him a while before replying and because my pride is gigantic, I wait a bit before replying back. Everyone does that too don't even lie.

Yea why??

no reason. gnite

NOW UR THE ONE LEAVING ME HANGING??!

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I arrive earlier than usual the next morning.

I spend the 20 minutes waiting for Taehyung, shoving my face in my desk and thinking about the decision I made last night. When he finally arrives however, the teacher does too and i wasn't able to talk to him anymore. We exchange smiles before he takes a seat. Atleast I hope mine looked like a smile.

When the bell for lunch finally rings, I follow him out of the classroom.

"So, why did you text me last night?"

"I c-can't?" I mentally kill myself for stuttering in front of the guy I like. I'm not some kawaii anime girl character what the hell.

He chuckles and shakes his head. "It's not that, it's just that I was surprised you know?"

I give him a nod, not knowing what else to say, we walk to the cafeteria in beautiful silence. Just kidding it's awkward as hell.

"So, what happened with that kungjook guy?" who tf is kungjook?

"You mean Jungkook? we're... working it out I guess." Seriously. Kungjook? I like him but sometimes he's just so. fucking. dumb.

"Oh." I turn my head at him to see his reaction and it hit me in one go.

HE'S JEALOUS.

"So you're working things out? Good for you guys. I'm happy for you really-"

I notice his steps getting faster. He's slowly leaving me behind and I grab him by the arm and laugh my ass off. I look at him and he looks confused as hell.

"What do you t-think I meant by working things out? HAHAHA OH MY GOD KIM TAEHYUNG!"

He puts both his hands on my shoulders, and I stop laughing.

"So you're not dating Jungkook again?" I shake my head and his eyes almost shine, if that's even possible, it's the closest thing I can describe it as and I feel a swell of happiness in my heart as I see his reaction.

"D-does that mean we could...you know...like...date?" I bite the inside of my cheek and smile at him.

"I guess we could." He smiles back at me and as he's about to lean in for a kiss I hold my palm in front of his face. "Did you kiss another girl recently?" I furrow my eyebrows at him.

"Puh-lease, I've stopped seeing other girls a long time ago. My dïck is having serious withdrawal syndrome these days. Besides, you kissed that kook guy's cheek too!"

"What the hell? how did you see that? Were you stalking me-" "Not important."

Taehyung finally kisses me and I kiss him back. At this point, I've thrown away all my doubts about him and his fuckboy ways. They're in the past. Besides,

All that experience with women made him a good kisser. So.

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