You're It For Me (Kakashi Hatake love)

Chapter 7: Interruptions

'Why do I keep doing that.. I know I need to actually sit and talk with Kakashi... but the man is just so frustrating... And what if I don't like what he has to say... It's not like I haven't given him multiple opportunities to say something... I don't know... Even if he did care more for me that is probably over with now that I'm pregnant with someone else's child.. But then why would he say "we" will figure it out... I'm confused..' I argued with myself as I sat in Tsunade's office waiting for her. 'Its been an hour... Maybe I'll just stay with Naruto tonight..' Just as I was about to get up and walk out the blonde woman came in. "Ah, Emiko. I figured I'd be seeing you soon... If you are here to ask to go back to your mission, you can forget it." She said in a teasing tone. I smiled and bowed my head "Lady Hokage I'd like to request a place to stay please and to maybe have my old job at the academy back.." I asked. She looked thoughtful for a moment "The academy.. humm I guess, if that's really what you want to do. As for the place to stay, I don't have anything just yet but give me a few hours and I'll try to scrounge something up.... Oh, and Emiko here's the test I ran on you.. I know some women like to have it as keepsakes... Emiko if you need to talk.. I'm here.." speechless I took the test strip, nodded my thanks and turned to leave. "Thank you, Lady Tsunade." I said smiling.

I somehow managed to make my way to the memorial stone and just stood there for a while staring at the two pink lines that are telling me I'm pregnant. A loud buzzing started going off in my mind and I fell to my knees, the impact sending a sharp pain up my legs as they smacked the cement. I gave into the overwhelming pain in my chest and curled into myself as my sobs took over. "Why did I leave? Why couldn't I just be happy with how things were?!? Why did I have to love Kakashi? Why the hell did I sleep with Itachi? Why am I SO weak?! What am I going to do?!" I cried out as I repeatedly hit the ground emphasizing each question. Just as another wave of sobs wracked my body a pair of arms grabbed me, forcing me to my feet and wrapped themselves around my shoulders. "Emiko.." Kakashi's strong voice filled my ears and I couldn't do anything but feel helpless and bury my face into his chest. I wrapped my arms around his torso, my hands instantly griping at the back of his jacket like a lifeline as I cried. Kakashi was running his fingers through my hair and his musky smell mixed with the soothing tone of his voice started to calm me down.

I don't know how long we stayed like that but by the time I was finally done it had started to get dark outside. "Emiko... I don't want to upset you again but I need you to listen... Okay?" Kakashi asked in a hesitant tone. I sighed and tried to brace myself as best as I could before nodding. "First, I need to make it clear that to everyone in the village, outside of a few trusted friends, your baby is mine... Wait I'm not done...." Kakashi said holding up a finger, stopping me from cutting him off and then started pacing. "There are a lot of people who would kill you and your baby if they ever found out who it's father is so regardless of where you decide to live, for now my being the father is final. Second, you are the most important person in my whole life Emiko... It physically hurts me to see you in pain... I don't know if I am capable of loving you the way you want me to... No, the way you deserve to be loved and honestly that fear is why I never pursued you before.. But I would really like it if you came home and then maybe when I get back from Suna we can talk more.. and figure things out" he stopped in front of me as he finished his mini speech. "Wait Suna? Why are you going to Suna?!?" I asked with a little panic in my voice. "Team 7 is being sent to rescue Gaara.." Kakashi said scratching the back of his head. "Why team 7! Youre not even a full team right now! These guys are to strong Kakashi you can't go!!!" My heart started beating rapidly as I remembered seeing Gaara being shot down almost effortlessly. Kakashi grabbed my shoulders "Shh, Emiko... It's okay Guy and his team are going too, everything will be fine." At first I didn't know what to say so I just looked at him like he was crazy."Guy! Guy and his team!? Uh I'm going to be sick." I screamed as I begun to take deep breaths and fan myself, suddenly feeling really hot and nauseous.