You're It For Me (Kakashi Hatake love)

Chapter 18: Home

The next afternoon my already red and puffy eyes cried with new tears when Naruto came running into my hospital room, the young boy dove into my arms and let himself cry. I couldn't understand his words at first but once my already grief-stricken brain processed what he was saying I began to cry too. Jiraiya, one of the legendary sannin, Naruto's sensei, and my friend was dead. After calming down Naruto helped me pack my things to go home today. 'Why is there so much death surrounding Shisui's birthday?' I thought as I heard him wake up and cry. 'Do you feel it Shisui? Do you feel the sadness in everyone's hearts? I wish this was a happier time..' lost in my thoughts I didn't even notice Kakashi come in.

'I must seem weak... I normally don't cry this much... But Itachi and now Jiraiya are gone and Sasuke is lost to me... I don't even know how to be happy... I love Shisui and I want to marry Kakashi but the pain in my heart is just too much...' I was pulled from my thoughts when Kakashi wrapped his arms around me from behind.

Kakashi rested his head on my shoulder and asked, "What are you thinking?" I let myself lean into Kakashi, loving the warmth he provided me. "It's nothing... I am just glad to be going home." I replied in an attempt to sound strong. "Emiko... It's okay to be sad, growing up you were always the strong one... But right now, after everything that has happened it is my turn to be the strong one." I felt myself start to break at his words so I did the only thing I could think of. I pushed him away and picked up my bag. "Thank you.. but I really just want to go home." I said emotionless. Kakashi looked at me with a sad expression but nodded in understanding. 'No more crying... I have a baby who deserves to go home to a happy environment..' the thought brought me some strength.

When we got home Kakashi asked me to wait in the living room for a minute and disappeared down the hall. After 10 minutes had passed curiosity got the better of me and I headed down the hall only to see the light in the room the was supposed to be Shisui's nursery was on. With me pregnant, Kakashi and the team gone and the hospital stays his nursery wasn't completely done yet. 'What is he doing in there?' I thought as I pushed the door open.

My heart swelled at the sight of the light blue walls that had shelves with toys and other baby items on them, there was a dark wood crib with the blanket Naruto gave Shisui and a second blanket with the Uchiha crest on it, a comfortable looking rocking chair, swing, all of Shisui's cloths were folded neatly in a dresser and a matching changing table was set up. I was so stunned by the beautiful room that I couldn't move. "You were supposed to wait." Kakashi said as he put a picture of us on the wall next to one of team 7 and one of Itachi. "I... I.. how?" I asked breathless. Kakashi smiled as he took a sleeping Shisui from me and placed him in his crib. "I know you said not to have team 7 touch the nursery but I didn't want you two to come home without it done... And since we all missed so much everyone wanted to help." Kakashi replied, scratching the back of his head. "Do you like it?" He asked. "Like it! I love it! It is beautiful.. definitely not like I pictured what it would be..." The horrible image of orange walls sent a shiver up my spin. Laughing I walked over and wrapped my arms around Kakashi's waist, breathing in his scent.

As we walked to our room I looked up at his handsome face. My heart still did the little school girl flips because he always had his mask off when we were alone but today something was wrong. He looked Exhausted, not just physically but emotionally, I let out a small gasp as Kakashi to picked me up and pinned me to the wall. His soft lips covered mine as he kissed me as if he'd never have another chance to kiss me again. I knew he needed me, I also knew he wouldn't admit it. He was too strong to ever admit he had a weakness... To ever say he was afraid, but how could he not be? This past year has been a giant roller coaster of uncertainty and Sasuke slipped through his fingers again.

I kissed Kakashi back with as much emotion I could, one hand held onto his dark blue shirt to hold him as close to me as possible and the other threaded it's fingers in his silky hair. Breathless I breathed in the scent of my ninja and let the feel of his arms holding me steal me away from the loss surrounding us. With a sudden boldness and need to take some of the weight off this handsome man's shoulders, I took Kakashi's hand and led him into our bedroom. I pushed Kakashi back until he was sitting on the bad and forced him to lean back. "What are you doing?" Kakashi asked as I unzipped his pants. "After all this time I would think you would be able to recognize a woman seducing you when you saw it." I replied with a smirk. "As much as I would love that, we cant Tsunade said six weeks for you to recover." He said pushing himself up unto his elbow and brushing my bangs out of my eyes with his other hand. "Who said anything about sex?" I asked as I pulled his briefs down. Kakashi groaned and tossed his head back as his member sprang out into my hands, already hard and leaking. I ran my hand down the length of him, tracing the tip and letting his wetness coat my fingertips. Kakashi cupped my face tenderly and brushed my hair back as I bent down to tease him with my mouth.