Julianne's POV
I woke up to the sound of my phone ringing. I rubbed my eyes and answered it.
"hello?"
"Julie?" a lady asked
"uh, yeah?" I said
"How are you?" she chirped excitedly
"excuse me, but who are you?" I asked
"It's your mom...." she said and I didn't believe her
"my mom died when I was seven." I said and niall woke up stretching
"Julie sweetie, I left you." what the actual hell
"Then why did a police officer come to our door and told....him...that you died?" it's just not adding up.
"Your aunt died when you were seven....she was going to New York to pick up your friend, Amy, but cashed on her way to the airport." she explained. so all this time i thought my mom was dead but it was my aunt
"Then why the hell did you leave me with my abusive father?!" I was angry why she would leave me
"Julie I couldn't raise you..." She sighed
"THAT'S ALL YOU'RE GOING TO SAY?!" I yelled
"You're father was capable to raise you at the time." She defended
"CAPABLE?!" I snapped
"well I didn't know he would he would abuse you!" She said and i had a feeling she was crying
"WHERE WERE YOU WHEN I WAS BROKEN?! ALL I WANTED WAS A FUCKING CALL! YOU'RE JUST A LITTLE LATE!" I said and I didn't notice I was crying until a tear fell on my hand
"I'm so sorry, julie, I really am." she said
I hung up and threw my phone. it hit the floor and shattered.
"Julie?!" Niall asked and ran to me
"She didn't die." I said and crying
"who?" he asked confused
"My mom! She left because she was a bitch!" I said and he pulled me into his chest. I cried into his shirt
"shhhh, its okay." he said stroking my hair
"what'd you do Niall?!" the boys asked
"I didn't do anything, I swear!" He said
"What's wrong, Julie?" Liam asked
"My mom." I said and let out a small hiccup
"isn't she dead?" he asked
"we both thought wrong." I said
"What the hell then?!" he said
"She left me, because my dad was "capable" according to my mom." I said
"I'm sorry, Julie." Liam said and hugged me
"It's okay....Ugh, I'm a mess." I said and let out a small laugh
"You okay?" he asked wiping my tears away with his thumb and I nodded smiling.
"why are you so nice, it just pisses me off sometimes!" I laughed and he laughed too
I forgot Niall was right next to me and I saw the jealousy written all over his face.
"well the nurse said you can leave today." Harry said breaking the tension
"finally!" I said
"well I gathered all your things and prescription medication." niall said and I nodded
"Why the hell did they even give me medication, I'm not insane." I groaned
"They're just for anxiety." Louis said
"Still." I sighed
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Dear friend,
So I'm out of that place and I found out my mom didn't die. I've been beating myself up over something that never existed. My phone is shattered so that's great. Can this day get any worse? I just hope that the rest of the day goes smoothly. It probably won't though. Sometimes I wonder if I annoy you with my pointless drama even though you may or may not be real. I just miss the old me...when I was happy and I didn't have to fake a smile. I will get better, I know it.
Love,
Julie xx.
P.S I think it's time for you to know who I really am, Julianne Marie Turner.
I closed my journal and sighed. Sometimes I worry about myself, just as much as most people do. I just don't trust people enough...I have to find that one person. I'm too scared to even try.
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{A/N Hiiiiii, this update was pretty short. But I hope you liked it.}
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