Black Girl in White America.

Im Gay

Gay:lighthearted and carefree. Also defined as brightly colored; brilliant; showy.

Like hey that shirt is real gay! Nope I don't think I used that right.

If I say that to the right person I might even start a fight.

Notice how in non of the definitions i stated was gay a bad thing.

So why is it that when I say I'm gay everyone get quiet as if I did something.

Is it wrong to be unusually happy like sparkly thing *mummers and the way she wears her pants* wait. I just got.

You see there is another definition of gay informal and offensive. Or at least that is what i thought.

That would explain all the I kicked a puppy looks I was getting when I said I am gay. Right.

Or the fact that after my sister said she was all my dad and her can do is fight.

Because. She is informal and offensive. I mean this is the same girl that gives to charity. So that can't be it. So why does everyone look at me differently.

Did I grow a new head. They never said that instructions to this were sold separately.

So what is it. Why will we not address the elephant in the room. Is it cause he is too gay.

I mean flamboyant. Shimmer sparkly homosexual. I think I got it.

The word i have been dreading to say since I opened my mouth because that would make it true.

Homosexual sexual attraction between someone of the same sex. Also know as gay.

Huh. I thought it would be a lot more sparkly. Like set up in lights or in over zealous colors. I assumed it would be everything more than what it is.

A word. Just that. A word. Used for things that have no meaning.

I am Gay. I am happy, flamboyant sparkly, and a homosexual. But in no way is that offensive or informal.

Because guess what life happens. And so does gay so the sooner we start to except the big fabulous elephant in the room.

And the timbs and plaid shirts I seem to wear everyday the sooner we can all by gay I mean happy.