Journal

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Shinji POV

Mizuka and I talked during English class.

The bell rang, now Mizuka and I headed to our next class which is creative writing. The Same as before I sat in a empty desk in the back and Mizuka tagged along.

And...the girls came rushing towards me.

"Back off...none of you can flirt with Shinji...or do you prefer me telling him some...shocking information about you guys?" Mizuka pointed to all the girls and smirked evilly at them.

All the girls gave Mizuka a dirty look and walked away mumbling some things, I'm not sure what they said but what I do know that they weren't nice things. Mizuka brushed them off and turned towards me.

"Hey Shinji, this time I saved you" Mizuka chuckled.

"Well if you want to call it saved I'm not going to stop you"

"Yeah whatever" he took off his glasses to clean them.

I don't know why but I find myself not able to look away, without noticing, I silently stare at Mizuka.

Mizuka put his glasses back on and looked at me, I quickly looked away, crap did he notice that I was staring at him?

"Oh... So the 'perfect man' has a staring problem" Mizuka grinned

"No, I absolutely do not" I crossed my arms and looked away.

"Yeah, cut the crap Shinji I know you were staring at me, even though I can't see without my glasses I can still feel when someone is staring at me" Mizuka raised his eyebrow.

I stood quiet not knowing how to respond. "You know what? You're not a good liar " Mizuka smirked

"I was not lying"

"Yeah, whatever princess" Mizuka laughed.

Moments later the teacher spoke up. "Okay students, we're gonna skip all the introductions, I'm Mr. Yuichiro Hayobi, but I want you guys to call me Yuichiro, yeah I know I'm your teacher but I don't care you guys call me by my first name"

Our teacher has a lot of energy and he's very straight forward...I think I'm going enjoy this class.

"Well instead of me talking about introducing yourselves, you're gonna write a brief Paragraph about yourselves, you can add anything you want in this page, you got twenty minutes... Get writing!" Yuichiro sat back down in his chair and began to read some article.

Mizuka took out two sheets of paper and handed one to me.

"Too bad he only said one paragraph... " Mizuka said briefly then began writing his paragraph.

But I don't know what to write on my paper! I can't write that I have a forced life! I can't write about my true feelings! What do I write!? I began to feel uneasy not knowing what to write.

"Hey calm down just write the basics like your name, age, favorites you know, that kind of stuff" Mizuka poked me with his pencil.

"You don't have to put things about what happens in your house... Nobody does, so don't feel nervous okay " he poked me again.

I nodded in response and began to write on my sheet of paper:

My name is Shinji Ayo. I am sixteen years old. I don't have a favorite food but my favorite color is red. I like flowers and I like to write.

I grew stressed again not knowing what to write down...this paragraph looks like a four year old wrote it. I have to write another one! But before I could tear up the paper it was gone from my sight. Where did it go!? I looked at Mizuka and.... He had my paper!

"Hey, give that back " I tried to snatch the paper away but Mizuka stood up before I could get my paper. Before I know it Mizuka handed his paper to Yuichiro and mine as well.

"So you like flowers huh?" Mizuka smiled while walking to his desk.

I didn't know what to say so I stood quiet and nodded. "You're a interesting one" Mizuka winked and sat in his desk.

"So, Shinji is there anything else that is interesting about you?" he looked at me with a mysterious expression.

"Why am I the only talking about myself?...now is my turn... Tell me something about you? " I can't be so selfish and just talk about myself.

"I got a twin sister"

"I know that already!...tell me something I don't know " Mizuka looked down with a painful expression.

Did I say something to make him angry? "You don't have to tell me... If you don't want to... I'll keep talking about myself" even though that's being selfish.

"Okay, tell me something interesting" Mizuka gave me a pained smile. I don't know but I feel like....

"........." I hugged Mizuka! What the hell was I thinking!?

"Sorry panicked...I-I didn't want to see you smile so painfully...so..sorry" I sat back down in my desk.

"No...it's alright" Mizuka looked down, then looked at me like nothing happened. "So what's interesting about you?"

"Well, I don't really like the fame...it's tiring"

"Oh, anything else"

"Well...I have a journal that I write... Things in" I took my new journal out of my pocket.

"Oh...can I see it?" Mizuka looked fascinating.

"Um... No... I've never have shown this journal to no one" well obviously I haven't shown my new journal to anyone but I haven't shown my previous journal to no one either.

"Oh come on... I'm your friend you could show me " Mizuka smiled.

"Y-you're my f-friend?" I looked down. "I've never had a real friend before..."

Mizuka's widened in realization "Oh, well now you have one...now, can you show me your journal? "

"I can't this is my new journal, I only have one page written down"

"I still want to see it..."

"No. "

"Can I see it now?"

"No. "

"How about now?"

"No. "

"Why not? "

"No. "

"you're no fun"

"No. "

"Oh look at that red rose at the window" Mizuka pointed to the window.

"What? " I quickly turned my gaze towards the window.

"Hey!... There's nothing ther-" oh no! Mizuka has my journal!... And he's reading the page about his smile!... I have to take my journal away... Before he reads the last part!

I tried to snatch my journal away but Mizuka easily moved away, he kept on reading my journal......

I'm screwed....



Oh... Shinji... Why did you even mention your journal?

Baii Baii

-Twilasky
(*゚▽゚)ノ


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