Mabel's P.O.V
Pacifica and I walked around town until we reached the diner. I felt my heart rate speed up as we sat down at a booth and she smiled at me. But what I hadn't figured out yet is why she was being so nice to me. Did she finally want to be my friend? I felt a pain in my chest at the word friend but ignored it and stared at the blonde.
I felt myself take a deep breathe and she looked at me. "Its been forever Mabel, we need to tell each other everything. So find anyone you like? Any new boys?" She asked and I felt awkward. I mean she didn't know so I wouldn't get mad at her. "Um no, actually during school I found out I'm actually gay." Her eyebrows raised and I looked down at the table. "If you don't want to talk to me anymore I understand." She laughed and just shook her head. "Why are you laughing?" I said getting angry at her. "I knew it omg, don't worry Mabel I'm bisexual its all good."
There I go again blushing, after she clarified that she like girls, and boys unfortunately, I began to get nervous all over again. It was silent for a few minutes after that but Pacifica was clearly trying to start a conversation. "So how's high school?" She asked and I felt my breathing stop. "Why?" I asked beginning to glare. "Because you look a bit different." I rolled my eyes, she sounded like everyone else. "No I don't okay, please just I don't want to talk about it." An awkward silence ensued for a few minutes. "Okay, maybe we can just chat then." I just nodded my head and she began to talk about herself. Its not like I minded anyway, for some reason I liked hearing about her. She told me stuff I never knew about her.
When we left the diner we walked around Gravity Falls. And I couldn't help but notice she was walking closer to me, close enough to touch my hand.
I felt my cheeks blush and my heart rate sped up."So you staying all summer?" She asked and I nodded. "Are you happy to see Dipper again." I groaned. "Not really, when I came here last time we got in a huge fight but my parents forced me to come this summer and make up with him." "Oh" Is all she said. It was quiet for a while as we started making our way to the mystery shack. "Want to stay at the shack for a while?" I asked and she smiled and nodded. Again I felt a blush but I ignored it.
We walked, very close might I add, to the shack. She began telling me more and more about her school year. The light threw the trees seemed to hit her in a way that made her look so beautiful. Her blonde hair simmered and looked like gold. I had to look away for a few minutes because I was getting distracted. "Mabel?" I looked at Pacifica who had stopped walking. "Oh um yeah?" "I asked if I could stay the night, my parents are going to be gone all week." I smiled. "Sure, you can stay as long as you want." I said, blushing yet again. I need to stop.
We walked up to the door and I held the door open for her. I thought I saw a blush on her face which made me turn cherry red. I walked in behind her and rolled my eyes when I saw Dipper's surprised face. "Hey Pacifica, haven't seen you since the last day of school." "Yeah, I just ran into Mabel here." She said turning around and smiling which made me blush. I could see Dipper giving me a smile and the 'you like her look.' I just nodded and walked upstairs. "I'm going upstairs, you can go get your stuff Paz." I said and closed the door to the attic behind me.
Pacifica's P.O.V
I heard the door close behind Mabel, I felt my blushing face finally calm down. Dipper was looking up to the attic door with a worried face. "Dipper?" I asked and he looked at me. "What happened to her? She looks so different and wouldn't talk to me about school." Dipper rubbed his hand on his neck and motioned for me to sit down at the table with him. When we did he just looked around.
"Honestly I don't know what happened, I have barely talked to her in a while. She has changed so much I don't recognize my own sister." He said putting his head in his hands. "So what are we going to do?" I asked and he looked at me surprised. "You want to help?" He asked and I just nodded and blushed thinking of Mabel. "Um yeah." I said acting like it was nothing. He gave me a look, like he knows. "You like her." My face turned bright red. "No.....okay maybe....a little." I mumbled while sinking in the chair embarrassed. "I knew it, now I need your help then. Clearly she likes you too, we just have to find out what happened." I blushed again when he said she likes me but ignored my red face and focused on helping Dipper make a plan.
Mabel's P.O.V
I looked at my body in the mirror, judging it like all the girls at school did. I was so mad at myself, I ruined Dipper's life, my parents, my grunkles, and now I'm going to ruin Pacificas. I can't handle the guilt that's building up inside. I ran into the bathroom with tears running down my cheeks, I swore I wouldn't do this again. But I guess some promises are meant to be broken. I locked the door and cried while breaking every promise I ever made to myself...
A/N hey guys, haven't updated in a while I know I know. But I hope this chapter is okay, I just wrote it after screwing up my ap homework. *shrugs* oh well. Anyway please vote, comment nicely and enjoy. And that video is one of my favorite mabifica videos on YouTube :) and my favorite song so..yeah
~Jordan
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FanfictionMabel Pines used to be the happiest girl in the world, but when she returns to Gravity Falls in the summer after her first year of high school. It's clear that something is different. She looks way different and doesn't smile at all. Dipper tries to...