Dear diary I'm sorry I haven't posted in days or years I've had so many stuff going on but today I'm going to the Jingle Ball concert I'm nervous I hope it goes well there's already Shawn Mendez one my babes sick I'm worried for seatings knowing my weight & all I hope it goes well also we that we get there on time my sister is more nervous then me she yells at me go faster with things at store & all I'll be posting new chapters in my other stories soon as my brain is up & running right now also lately my mind is else where ugh diabetes is a bleeep %##% < tried curs knowing I'd never do it here endless needed well love U all I hope U all have lovely holidays!