Dear Diary Sorry i havent posted in while alot has been going on and its hurt full and Overwhelming at same time ive lost one person that really liked spending time with me if i needed em and hes my Universe my cousin Chris he was shot by i dont know who but i hope they get a punishment they deserve i just feel like i didn't get say goodbye Even tho its hard to but i didn't even attend Funeral! Cause i know id be out place il even jump in his casket with him!! so i stayed home kepted myself busy for i wouldn't cry that didn't work cause when i got texted saying Funeral was over i went to my room cried hole day it hit me like bricks i miss him i just hope he's proud me that im trying on my weight he was really strict on that same with all my cousins i love dearly im just glad god let me have cousin like chris rest in peace cuzzo i love you and miss you so Fucking much...
its all i got for today. sorry i haven't posted!! its been rough
