Dear diary today is March 12th Thursday 1:31 Am my sister birthday but Im here to update you on my life lately apparently I'm getting worse in my health and I'm really trying to turn it around I have to poke all the time and it sucks I just wish I was skinny & healthy as hell that way I won't be scared I will leave earth I even been depressed over it alot I cried a few times one day I will be skinny & Healthy I try hard best I can to make my parents proud they have daughter like me but I feel like I fail them more because I hate doing chores & being active not gonna lie one day I will be happy and nothing will be in my way also events lately is prepping for my sister's birthday party my mom is upset & I wish I can help her be happy but its mostly my littl demon brother Sisco he tends to ruin alot I hope I get to fix this situation quick I want everyone happy even myself if is possible well I'ma try to sleep I also have bad tooth ache on right side my jaw please send help for that love you guys!! Sorry about messed up updates its been hard for me very hard ! I will try my best update you all on my life soon I could let's see what happens next today on my sister birthday March 12thh cyaaa!!
