Dear diary lately I haven't been myself I've been hiding how I feel from everyone and I hate how I feel all the time I wish I was back to my jolly self only person that is helping Her names Lily she makes me happy really happy makes me Escape from my hell I just wish I was happy like that when I'm not with her like if she's busy but my life is always a mess now I lost my dad don't worry he's not up there She points up to the sky snickering he's still here home alone with just his older kids meaning my sister and me and my second older brother it's not Alive in this house im in but I guess I have to fight it because I have to be she breathes in and sighs the older sister and in charge hopefully my life gets better wish me luck....
