Awkward///Joey Birlem fanfic

Why??

If you don't know who that is...............just wow
BEEP BEEP!! Uhhhh I don't want to go to school honestly.i dressed into faded ripped jeans and a crop top that said babe in a small size (all over again👆media) I did my makeup grabbed my stuff and headed to the bus stop. Once I got there I saw Joey
"Joey!"
"Hey Lexie! You ready."
"Not really I know there will be fuckboys there." I said in a duh voice
"Actually yea there are just don't talk to brandon rowland he is the major fuckboy there."
"K" we got into school and I got most of my classes with Joey.But the bad thing is that I saw Brandon's name in like 4 of my classes (he is in your home room and Joey is in two connections ex: p.e and agriculture). I went to
Classes
Home room: Mrs.Dixon
Connection 1:BCS Mrs.Davis
Connection 2: Agriculture Mr.Pinson
ELA: Home room teacher
Lunch
Math: Mr.Barnes
Science: Mrs.Bonoranto(Bon-uh-ron-to)
Social studies: Mrs.Upchrch
I got to the class and i sat by this girl named Makenzie (aka best friend real life) we talked and laughed. My smile faded away when I saw a guy that looked like a fuckboy and assumed it was him. Then he came over to me and say behind me and talked to me.
"So are you new cause you look like a easy f....um I mean you look new." He said i knew he was going to say I was an easy fuck.
"Yea I'm new but why would I fuck a guy with mr.junior down there." I stated laughing. He just scoffed and looked away.
"So Kenzie do you know him." (Makenzie Nick name)
"Yea sadly that is brandon he has had sex with almost every girl and he is fucking 14!"
"Well he is not getting to me easily."
After school I walked through the hall to go to my locker and......what the fuck I saw Joey kissing some dumbass lookin girl.this nigger. I walked right past him and went to the bathroom.I guessed that he didn't see me. My eyes got watery and out of time not noticing I was crying I was jealous even thought I was not dating him. I walked out and just ran home or tried
"Lexie wait!!" Joey yelled
I just ran faster and faster. I got home before he could get me. He kept texting me to come over or saying what happened. I just ignored him.I know nobody knows but yes, I cut right when I got home guess what I did.i cut for nobody likening me for being ugly and for being so stupid for even liking him. After I did that I wrapped my arm up and then.....I heard the door open downstairs so I got up and locked my door just for safety. I heard it come up and then.......
"KNOCK KNOCK open the door its Joey."
I ignored it cause I was to mad at him.
"KNOCK KNOCK KNOCK lex open the door now."
"Why so can fucking bring some girl an..and kiss her in front o-of me." I said while my voice was breaking up
Real bad. Once I said that I heard Joey sigh
"Look it was nothing she pulled me in I pulled back after she did that now please let me in lex." He sound like he was on the verge of crying
I walked up to the door and opened it slowly half way where he can't see my arm.
"Open it all the way please."
Once I did that he looked straight at my arm,......
"Why lex." I could see the tears in his eyes
"I've done it for years because......................
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Helooooo so this one is longer if you want a Q&a I will (that person in the top of you don't know is Liddlenique (aka bodygoals for me I love her)