Angel In The Ambrose Asylum ❤ | Kendall Jenner // Dean Ambrose [COMPLETE]

Chapter 23|| You give up too easily though...

"Its better that you got rid of him Kendall. These guys are so needy sometimes" Gigi shrugged as she gave a small pout. I knew she was trying to give me some sort of support but it wasn't the way I wanted it.

"Yeah I mean we all know that was a prank with the Lord Disick" Harry chuckled before sipping from his drink.

I didn't question why they simply assumed that was the reason because they were right. I honestly wished I hadn't even gone along with the idea, I mean Kylie didn't want to do it and I should have realized it was due to Tyga. But of course Kenny can't say fucking no.

I had been checking my phone several times which led to them getting onto the topic. It had been about a month since I left Dean at the hotel room.

"It wouldn't have lasted anyway, K."

I glanced around the restaurant.

"You're probably right." I said simply to respond as I had been quiet.

I had been off work for about two weeks when my mom finally said I can't go on like that anymore and now I was dealing with constant anxiety as well.

I had tried so hard being strong and maybe proving to myself that I was a strong woman as Dean said things. Things that he was saying sounded like it was coming from someone just trying to drive me away.

But I couldn't, he had a blank look that didn't show a single ounce of concern or he would be laughing when nothing was funny. I just couldn't deal with it, I had had arguments before but never like that. I wasn't even sure what it was, I just knew that it hurt...

"I've been hearing talks of us possibly being in the VS show this year again.." Gigi beamed and I nodded as my manager had mentioned it to me.

Last year this time that was my goal. Simply getting onto that ramp and making a dream come true and I honestly wished I could be filled with the same happiness I had been with last year to even think about getting another shot but I couldn't.

Because that hadn't been my goal this year.

My goal had been to feel like a woman and grow into someone that didn't hide and while I hadn't known it would be, the moment I met Dean at the party in January it somehow had.

But now I wasn't, and I wasn't happy either..

"You guys weren't serious right?"

I shook my head but didn't look over at Zayn.

"No, it was simply a phase like my little hair helmet phase" Harry laughed, " but I'm sure things are more clear now, right K? Sometimes you need to go through those rough ones to land up back where you belong?"

I frowned at him, "Are you serious?" I laughed a bit.

He glanced over at Gigi and Zayn across from us and they immediately got lost in each other.