Angel In The Ambrose Asylum ❤ | Kendall Jenner // Dean Ambrose [COMPLETE]

Chapter 25|| Will you ever be ready?...

"Hey Kiddo, you slept quite late" I smiled at my dad who I had been living with for the past three weeks in between doing a few appearances.

Mostly rehearsals for the show while other than that I kept a low profile, not wanting to have to answer questions on the disappearance of the mystery guy and how I'm dealing with the stalker situation.

"Yeah" I mumbled as my thoughts kept me up.

I should have stopped Dean, I wanted to but I couldn't and before I knew it, he was gone. Of course he showed the shade of Dean that I liked so much as he left, even more so, and I could tell he meant everything he said. It just shocked me hearing it all from him, it didn't seem like him. Sure a bit of the flirtatious Dean broke out but in the end he was so sincere and I didn't know how to deal with it.

Maybe apart of me believed they were simply lies to try and make me forgive him. But they weren't. I had never had someone speak to me like that before and therefore I wasn't sure what to do. He had hurt me and yes I was upset but I knew the prank hurt him too.

He made me hate the fact even more that I chose to compare him to Harry because they weren't alike. Dean cared about me...

I was tempted to give him a call but I already missed my opportunity and he probably gave up. Whatever we were before was gone and I wasn't sure how to get it back.

"Your mom called here cause she knew you had the week off"

I nodded.

"Yeah I know. I'm just over the Kardashian side right now. I like being out here, unless you're sick of having me around I can..."

"No no, I'm happy to have you here sweetie! I'm just concerned that you're withdrawing yourself from the world too much"

"I was never in the world. I just had appearances where I was forced to be social and now that they're gone..."

"I get to know my daughter a little better" She smiled and I shrugged.

"I don't see the point in making an effort these days, either I make friends and realize that you're only a priority until they find guys to be with and then their loyalties lie elsewhere or I meet someone new and its weird and messy and I just try not to deal with it."

I sighed as I guess I understood the idea that once you were in a relationship they became your number one. I just hated it because selfishly it meant I didn't have anyone..

"You like your comfort zone sweetie. But the only way we can grow is to deal with all the situations whether they are messy or not."

"I guess. I'll deal with them when I am ready dad"

"Will you ever be ready?"

I heard my phone go off at the perfect time even though that answer should have been obvious.