Chapter 34|| I dont want to give him up...

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HAPPY NEW YEAR'S EVE LUNATIC ANGELS: ) HOPEFULLY YOU GUYS ARE ENJOYING AND NOT STUCK AT HOME LIKE ME 😄😄😄

"Are you mad at me Kenny?" He whispered and I sighed as we sat in my car in front of my mom's house.

Dean had totally blindsided me as to my knowledge I figured I would be spending Thanksgiving with his friends but that wasn't the case. He pitched up at my door one hour before my flight, a few hours ago.

"No. I just don't want anything to happen that will make you leave me.." I confessed because I knew Dean had his moments where if people rubbed him up the wrong way he could be cold hearted and just leave or make you leave.

I hadn't questioned him about his radio silence before but of course he had told me. I knew I should have perhaps spoken to him about my insecurities but I couldn't bare for him to look at me differently. So I wouldn't bring it up and risk him getting hyped up and probably thinking, after almost a year of knowing him, that I didn't trust his intentions.

I felt him squeeze my thigh and I glanced at him,"I need you too Angel."

I frowned a bit but he spoke before I could say anything, "Look, before we head into the line of fire there is something I need to tell you"

"Yeah?" I tried to hide my smile at his words before.

He could say the simplest thing and I would be blushing or smiling even when I didn't feel like it and I wasn't sure whether it was good for me to be so easily taken by him.

I was always the independent individual but being in a relationship or simply being with Dean I found myself being more dependent on his words for reassurance, his arms around me, his touch...

"Is it bad?" I blurted out as he was about to speak.

"If its really bad I'd rather not know" I glanced away and bit my nails feeling uneasy about how hesitant he sounded. My sister had reassured me that I was worth waiting a couple weeks for but...

"Woah Angel what is it exactly that you think I did?" I didn't respond and I heard him sigh.

"You're my only Angel and I belong to you. Okay Kenny?" I heard silence after and I looked over at him.

He seemed to be searching my face..

"Okay Dean" I nodded with a smile and he did too and leaned forward and gave me a quick kiss.

"So what did you want to tell me then?" I raised my eyebrow and he ran his fingers over his beard before glancing ahead.

"Before we really got into us. My friends, well they made this bet" His voice faded and my eyes focused on him not quite sure I heard correctly.

"Bet?"

"Well yeah. It was stupid, we were bored but they were afraid I would end up using you because you are so young you know?"

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