When I get to my room I take a deep breath and look around. Soon I wont be able to just flop on my bed and pull out my mags. For the first time I think that maybe I am gonna miss my room with it's half painted walls, it's floor that you can never see under my clothes, the massive sliding doors that lead to my balcony, the wardrobe that spills out my stuff whenever it's opened and the desk that is decorated with the graffiti of my friends but last of all my bed, the one thing that is always there for me other than my friends, the thing where I hang out on, the last reminder of my dad who bought it for me. I quickly push away the sad thoughts and memories that cloud my mind and grab my wallet and a jumper and head down stairs to Holly.
Just before we leave I grab the sticky note off the door wondering what it said this time.
Hey Jazz, decided to go shopping with Skye, didn't want to wake you xx Mum
I was wondering where they were but most of the time they go do stuff so after a while it doesn't bother you. That was my sister and my mums relationship, they were close... kind of like best friends but mother and daughter. It used to be me and my mum but then my dad died so my sister took on that roll. I guess when my dad died I didn't want to be around people who were mourning for him too so would just go to my friends causing the space to happen between me and my mum.
"HURRY UP JAZZ! IT'S COLD OUT HERE!" Holly said, snapping me out of my whirlwind of thoughts.
"Yeah, coming." I said locking the door behind me.
Starbucks is just around the corner from my house so I walk there to get the exercise. As we walk Holly chats happily to me not realising my thoughts were far from the trip or town or whatever she was talking about. I was actually thinking about my dad. About the things we never got to do.
"JAZZ! JAZZ! WAKEY WAKEY! Were you even paying attention? I love you and all but honestly keep up!" She said. "I was saying that Ryan told Joe who told Sam who told James to tell me that Ryan was thinking of ASKING ME OUT!!!!! Are you excited for ME!!??!?" She practically screamed in my ear.
"Yeah Hol, that great!" I said faking enthusiasm. As soon as it was out Holly knew something was wrong.
"Jasmine, tell me what's wrong and I don't want the bullshit I want the straight up facts. AND I know when your lying, Jazz." She warned.
I decided to tell Holly. "It's just that you know how we are leaving this place and even though it's only for two weeks it's the first time I've been away for that long since... since..-"
"The accident." She said, helping me get through the sentence.
"Well.. yeah, I just didn't know that by leaving all my memories and the past would pop up showing me what I'm gonna be missing... I don't know if I can go through with it." I confided.
"Awwwe Jazz, listen to me." She said coming over and linking arms with me. "I know it's going to be hard leaving your family but just think it's only two weeks and you ARE going to come back... we kinda have to because of school. Also, you have been wanting to go on this trip for so long and you'll never know what London's like unless you go there.... plus the fact it's too late to get your money back. BUT we'll ALL be there for you. Trust me." She says, trying to comfort me.
"Yeah I do trust you I just don't trust myself." I told her, while opening the door to Starbucks. "Can we talk about this later?" I asked her.
"Sure." She told me giving me a small smile with a worried look in her eye.
"HIYA! You two are in here early this morning! The usual?" Leanne the waitress asked us.
"Yeah." I said, getting my money out.
"NO! NO! This morning it's on the house since you two lucky ducky's will be on a plane tomorrow enjoying the sights and sounds of London!" She told us excitedly. Leanne was one of those people who knew everyone and since I came in here a lot made more effort talking to me.
"Awwe Leanne, you don't have to." I said.
"Of course I DO! You spend enough money in here and you deserve it honey." She said, giving me a wink.
We said our thank-yous then went to the table we always go to by the window. I'm pretty sure Holly just wants to sit here so she can perv at the hot guys that walk past but to each their own I guess.
"K, so what bikini are you taking?" Holly asked me intently.
"Ummm Holly? Why do I need my bikini?" I asked her because it's not like we are going to go to the beach.
"Well, it might come in handy if we need to impress hot guys who have a pool or something..." She told me as if I was an idiot.
"Hey Hol, can we talk about something else for once? Please?" I begged her.
"Sure, we can talk about you and JAMES!" She said.
"Holly. There is nothing happening between me and James." I said through gritted teeth.
"Well not that you know about! But you do know that the boys madly in love with you aye?" She said.
"Holly! that's a bit of an overstatement. We are just friends ok? I don't want anything to get in between us because we are JUST friends!" I said, gettng annoyed. And of course just as I say that my phone beeps and speak of the devil it's James.
Hey Jasmine I wuz jst wndern if u gt my earlir txt bout hngn out cuz Im gna miss u :) James
"Bet you that's James! Bet you that's James!" Holly sung and at that exact moment Leanne decides to come over with our order.
"So hun, who's James? I havn't heard about a James before." Leanne said raising her eyebrows.
"It's no one just a friend." I tell her giving Holly the evils.
"A friend who's in LOVE with her!" Holly sung quietly.
"Oooooh! A LOVER! Is he a good kisser! When you see him does he give you butterflies! Have you gone to second base with him yet? You know to use pro-" I quickly cut Leanne off.
"YES LEANNE!!!! YOU CAN GO NOW! I like how you look after me but honestly! Not NOW!" I said giving her a little push.
"Ok! I know when I'm not wanted but hun, protect your heart ok?" She said as she walked off. "Remember it! Protect your heart!" She yelled before going into the storeroom.
"Ok," I said to Holly "Let's make this order to go because I have a feeling Leanne won't let it go!" Grabbing her arm and our coffees I drag her out of the store.
The last thing I hear before leaving the store is....
"Protect your Heart!"
Great. FML.
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