The Twilight Diaries

Chapter 1

Disclaimer: I DO NOT OWN ANY CHARACTERS FROM TWILIGHT OR VAMPIRE DIARIES.

It all changed when I was turned into a vampire. The originals chased me and my friend, Matt, off the same bridge that my adoptive parents died on. Stefan tried to save me, but I made him save Matt, because Matt was innocent in all this.

I noticed that being a doppelgänger leads to too many deaths for me. Stefan managed to get me out, but it was too late for me. I was at peace at where I was, then I woke up in the hospital with familiar faces surrounding me.

"Elena!" Stefan embraced me in his arms. In that moment of comfort, my eyes diverted to Damon, who was standing in the background. For months, Stefan had to watch me slip into Damon's grasp. Then, Damon came to a realization that I was following his every word.

After that, Damon reveals that we have this 'love link'. Basically, I had feelings for Damon in my human life, then the feelings magnified in my vampire life to the point that I was kind of... hypnotized.

Even under his spell, my feelings were very real for Damon, but my feelings was still there for Stefan. My life turned for the worse when Jeremy was used as a sacrifice by Katherine's hand. I brought him back home and stayed with him, hoping the ring would work for him, but didn't. I had my last straw, which lead me to break down. I felt a stream of continuous tears down my face. Stefan held me close to his chest.

"Damon, use your influence to calm her. She won't make it if you don't." Stefan said.

"OH GOD, JEREMY. I'M SORRY! FORGIVE ME! MAKE THE PAIN GO AWAY!" I cried hysterically. I covered my face with my hands, but Damon pulled them away.

"Its okay, Elena. Focus on me. Turn it off. Just turn it off." Damon said.

"What?! Damon, I said help her, not destroy her." Stefan said.

"I'M HELPING HER! TRUST ME, BABY BROTHER!" Damon said harshly. Damon looked back at me. "Turn it off, Elena. Everything will feel better if you turn it off." Damon said.

I stared into his eyes. I felt this wave of pressure being lifted off me. The tears stop streaming down my face. Everything was in a daze. I got off the floor and headed to the kitchen and grabbed liquor and some lighter fluid. I came back to the living room and started to pour all over the furniture. They were just staring at me.

"What are you doing, Elena?" Stefan stood alarmed.

"We need a cover story for Jeremy's death." The words didn't even sting me. I said it with ease.

"What about your home?" Damon said. Home? Home was a word without meaning.

"My home was with my brother. Meet me outside." I said. Then, I headed upstairs to Jeremy's room. I stood in the doorway watching him. His insides were starting to rot. I walked over to him and poured liquor all over him. I stood a few moments more. I kissed his forehead. It seemed like it was something I had to do. He was my brother after all. Brother? Another simple word without meaning to me.

I struck a match and flicked it at the corpse. I turned away and slowly walked down the steps. It was going to be the last time I was in here. I made it to the front door, which was opened. I walked out and closed the door behind me. Damon and Stefan watched me with caution. I just walked past them.

I was cool for a while, but everyone was trying to control me, so I lashed out at several people. I even killed, but it had no effect on me. Then, Damon figured my weakness for my friends, so my humanity was restored, which brings me to the present. Everyone was wondering if I will choose Damon or Stefan. Caroline joined me for lunch at Mystic Grill. "Hi, Bestie!" She said all perked up.